Jan 25, 2006 15:38
I guess you're probably curious as to why i have this particular day labeled as "Hit by a truck.. and I wasnt' even looking", right? Well, even if you weren't I'm going to tell you anyway! The explanation is quite simple: Here I am, oblivious little me, way to excited about the day. Ever been like that? So excited about somethign that nothing else in the world matters? The fact that I'm sick and coughing up my lungs, the fact that compeer still hasn't returned my phone calls... nothing mattered this morning. I was psyched to get to Hope Hall and see those 4th graders. It was almost pathetic; picture me skipping out the door. (Becky can testify!) Well... then - when I think nothing bad could bring my day down, I picked up my schedule in the office at Hope Hall and I thought my heart was going to beat right through my chest - my assignment: 7-1. HIT BY A TRUCK! I didn't even see it coming; after talking to the teachers and telling them that I wanted to be with the 4th grade and everything! I'm sooo disappointed. Well, what do you do when you get hit by a truck, but get rushed to the hospital so they can try to fix you up. So, I talked to Meghan (the girl that was assigned to work w/ the 4th grade) and her and I worked it out so that I will be with them on Friday. (YAY!!!!) I'm not gonna get myself too excited though; I don't want somethign to happen where like Meghan changes her mind or something... I can't be that disappointed again. It's annoying!
In other news. Sara Hughes from Compeer was supposed to call me today at 3, and I still haven't heard from her. Again, when I read the email this morning and saw that she would be contacting me today at 3 I was sooooooo excited... and now -- disappointment.
I can honestly say I hate this disappointment thing with a passion! It really sucks and makes me feel like the world is out to get me or something! What Jacquie? You wanted something? HA - TOO BAD!
*sigh*
Now I have to go to dance, and it's gonna be rough; it's always tough to dance when your heart doesn't want to.
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