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[gabmnky]

Shawn's came down last night, we all talked and I got the feeling that he's genuinely sorry for what he did. We'll be working on Shawn's issues and what he'll do to make it up to me.

Here's to hoping for the best and reforging an old friendship.

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keep my name out yo mouth bitch

[anonymous]

thats for you and your bitch
KEEP MY NAME OUT YOUR MOUTH PUTO!!!!!!!!!!

PINCHE PUTA PENDEJA MALCOJIDA.[FUCKIN BITCH, DUMBASS THAT CAN'T FUCK WORTH A DAMN] I WOULDN'T PISS ON YOU IF YOU WHERE ON FIRE. PHUCKIN' TRASH ASS LEVA[PUSSY]. DISAPPEAR PUTA-[BITCH] AND TAKE THAT BACK STABBING MUTHER PHUCKER GABRIEL WIT YA. BURN BITCH, I PRAY YOU WRECK YO PEICE OF SHIIT SCOOTER, YOUR AN INSULT TO REAL RIDERS ACROSS THE GLOBE. PHUCKIN' LEVA[PUSSY]! I HOPE YOU ROT. GET THE POINT BITCH....WE AINT EVER GONNA BE COOL. YOU & YOUR PUNK-ASS MAN ARE LUCKY IM A NICE GUY NOW. I REFUSE TO PUT THE ENERGY INTO MAKING YOUR LIVES INTO A LIVING HELL. AND YOU BETTER KEEP MY NAME OUTTA YO MOUTH. JUST WALK YOUR FUNKY LIL ASS IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION.
BITCH YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I DID FOR YOU. FUCK YOU. AND GABRIELS BITCH ASS. THE BOTH OF YALL ARE LUCKY I AINT THE OLD ME.
AND RETURN ANYTHING I LET YO DUMB ASS USE. YOU AND YOUR PUNK ASS BOYFRIEND GET TO SURVIVE TAKING MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS. ENJOY. BITCH. YA SICK PHUCKIN FREAK. ARE YOU CRYING YET, YA GOOD FOR NOTHING HO. BURN BITCH, & TAKE THAT CHILDISH BACK STABBIN PUNK WIT YA. AND GET THE PHUCK ON.
Y'ALL GONNA PHUCK AROUND AND TURN ME TO THE OLD ME!?!. I GUANTEE Y'ALL DONT WANT THAT. FORGET I EVER EXISTED. CAUSE I CAN SURE AS HELL FORGET ABOUT YALL, NOW. AND HAVE YOUR PUNK ASS BOYFRIEND GET YOURS AND HIS SHIIT OUTTA ME AND MY FRIENDS HOUSE.

LAWS ON MY SIDE BITCH ASS. AFTER THE FIRST OF THIS COMING MONTH IM GONNA SEEK LEGAL ADVICE SO I CAN EJECT THE REMAINS OF THE REST OF Y'ALL'S SHIIT INTO THE STREET. THINK I'M BLUFFIN, TRY ME. I GUANTEE Y'ALL DONT WANNA PLAY IN MY WORLD.

Re: keep my name out yo mouth bitch

[anonymous]

Wow, what a little big man you are (and I mean 'little' in every sense). You're so far gone you're incapable of utilizing proper grammar, punctuation, or capitalization. Oh wow, I'm such a 'disgrace' to riders because I -gasp- know my limits, know I'm a newbie, and unlike you, accept them. I refuse to speed or stunt. Instead, I'm trying to learn my bearings on my bike, instead of say... ending up in a wreck, with metal pieces in my arm? Wooowwwww, I'm not a 'true' rider. BTW; you can't find my bike. I was notified of the bolt cutter you have in your apartment. My Ninja is safely kept away from the likes of you. You ask us to disappear when you constantly reappear in our lives, leave threatening messages, and the like? You think the law is on your side? You're not in LA anymore, kid.

We have a protective file and restraining order against you, munchkin. All of your threatening comments and e-mails? Printed out and ON FILE. All of your property is back in your possession. I really shouldn't have been riding with your secondhand, half destroyed, useless crap anyway. Shawn Bagne, you've fallen far from grace. You were a meth-head, then you became good again. What ever happened to "hetero-life-partners" that you claimed you and Gabriel were? Oh, that's right. HE did all the financing, YOU lived off his paycheck--and later stole it!--and then proceeded to continue with your persecution complex to decide everyone in the world owes you. Oh! I never gave you guys dishes, bought you guys groceries, helped out with the bills? OOPS. That's right, I owe you JACK and SHIT.

While you get doped up on weed, X, cocaine, xanax, who knows what else? While you fight with the people that love you, who tries to fight your friends when they keep you from attacking the one person who might be sanity in your life. As a girl once riddled with alcohol--get off the shit.

But it has to be YOUR decision, and you have to make it once and for all. I don't care if we're ever 'cool'. I could do without a drama-inducing, lying, thieving, drug addict in my life. What really makes you think you're 'all that'? Your bullshit 'gangsta' stories in LA? All I've ever tried to be with you and Gabriel is be honest. You kiddos knew where I stood. Take that however you want. I bought you groceries. I cleaned your home. I bathed you when you were coming down. I cleaned your shit-stained clothing. I kept people from yelling at you. I held you.

So go ahead and play badass, but know that if you show up here, you WILL get arrested.

cont.

[anonymous]

BUT; if any part of the 'good' Shawn is left, there's a part of Gabo -which sickens me- and even a part of me that will help you. You will not be welcome in my home. You will not be allowed to know where I live or work, but we will come, we will help you, we will hold you, when, if you're ready. If you've resigned your life to be a psychotic (and that's what you are, no mistake!) and a drug addict, that's your choice. Just know, leave US alone. We have not tried to bother you other than to take care of our business (ie; property, lease). You threw a fit, and wrecked the apartment back at Windridge. Can you remember that, can you? In fact, Gabo makes it a point to try not to show up at Windridge--and he hasn't in a while--when he knows you're there.

He also saw the teeth marks on the various aerosols. You're kidding no one but yourself.

Try rationalrecovery.com. The 12 steps are a farce. That is, if you want to be anything other than a violent, drooling, or comatose addict. Get your shit together man. I don't want to be any part of your life, don't flatter yourself. But I would like the Shawn I saw a glimpse of be that Shawn again.

No one owes you shit. You shat where you ate.

You stole. You lied. You sucked up the lives of those around you. Accept it. No matter what you do, own it. You want to keep being an addict? Be honest about it. You want to get clean? Mean it.

You've fucked over every one who ever loved you or had a chance of loving you. But all you can do is blame them. What's one constant in all of this? YOU. Maybe it's time to re-evaluate things. I had to do it once. It wasn't easy. It hurt like a bitch. But it's worth it to finally get things straight, and clean.
~Jen