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my gal fwen called me juz now while i was deep in my sleep.. she was crying over the phone n this made me 2 jump out of my bed. she found out tat her husband might b having an affair behind her back after reading his handphone messages by accident. she is married n is going to give birth 2 her 1st child next week... n she only my age, 22. she is such a pretty n nice gal wif so many suitors b4 she got married. i m very angry n upset. why must man do this kind of stuff? she ask me what shld she do? i was speechless. i really dunno wat to tell her.
for gay relationships, having 'snacks' has become such a cliche tat most of the times the other half will juz close 1 eye. i even have 1 or 2 fwens tat practise open relationship. i wanted 2 tell my gal fwen 2 juz 4get bout it but she say she cant. of course she cant, she is not like us... I stopped being active in the gay scene for quite some time cos i was sick and tired of 'the circle'.It has absolutely no meaning at all, an existence of co-dependance on 'drama'sadness and profane stuckups and promiscious sex(preferably more than 2)in mirc, icq, and what-have-yous.Its all a black hole, sucking our EQ, love has turned into a neat package of abs,good looks,great bod,heavy sex.
We constantly bitch abt how the 'world and society' isn't accepting us but have we really thought abt the quality of our relationships?Is it even worth a cent in the eyes of the normality?Can't blame them 4 prejudging us then. Until we can even push this element 2 the surface, 'being gay' 2 the normality will only be as 'who have you slept wif?' Its sad but true. I really dunno how 2 advice my fren...
for gay relationships, having 'snacks' has become such a cliche tat most of the times the other half will juz close 1 eye. i even have 1 or 2 fwens tat practise open relationship. i wanted 2 tell my gal fwen 2 juz 4get bout it but she say she cant. of course she cant, she is not like us... I stopped being active in the gay scene for quite some time cos i was sick and tired of 'the circle'.It has absolutely no meaning at all, an existence of co-dependance on 'drama'sadness and profane stuckups and promiscious sex(preferably more than 2)in mirc, icq, and what-have-yous.Its all a black hole, sucking our EQ, love has turned into a neat package of abs,good looks,great bod,heavy sex.
We constantly bitch abt how the 'world and society' isn't accepting us but have we really thought abt the quality of our relationships?Is it even worth a cent in the eyes of the normality?Can't blame them 4 prejudging us then. Until we can even push this element 2 the surface, 'being gay' 2 the normality will only be as 'who have you slept wif?' Its sad but true. I really dunno how 2 advice my fren...