almost finals
so its almost finals. crazy the quarter is almost over. My second year of college has begun and ive gotten the chance to get to know many cool people, and also to fall for someone who doesnt deserve me. The fact that i can say that shows how ive been able to grow here. Usually i would just cry and think about how i will never find love, especially becuase the only peopel ive been with have either been in toxicated or delirious, but i guess thats not the way to look at it. things like this take time, and though my i tend to have low self esteem being here i feel it rising. i need to work on many things while im here and yes weight will be one of them but i think i need to see the impoprtance instead of these shallow reasons for wanting to lose that. nothing is wrong with me physically. the doctor had nothing interesting to tell me. she doesnt know whats wrong with my spots either. arrg. anyway i owe money to this university and well it sucks because i currently dont have any. My class are going well. Spanish class, well i might pass with a B, well hopefullly. my psych clas well im hoping for an A- but who knows, it all comes down to the final paper thats due friday. other than that im not worried about anything. Things are ok. I talk to lucy, i saw her when i went home for thanks taking day. i have accepted that she's just a flirt. no deep meaning there for me, and my head over heels things is acutually pretty lame. i need to snap out of it and im hoping its any day now. i need to start going to work or finding a new job or somehting cuz this job aint working for me. anyway, im hungry but i cant eat because i ran out of food and meals. hahah. oh well, anyway im tired but i don knowwhy i havent done much, hopefully ill just do my work and then go to sleep. ok well ill write later.
-meow!
-Gaby
-meow!
-Gaby