Mar 14, 2009 10:55
Had a mild week of hell revolving around a chemistry test. I'm with all the pre-med kids in their classes freaking out about med school and I used to think them dramatic. But I am one. Only more. Minus the people, add the animals, I am. I asked one of my pre-med friends how much she's studied for this test. She said probably around 15 hours, about to be 20 and we laughed that at least this one would pay off a little better than our crazy bitch of a Bio 11 professor. Found out this girl I thought to be a genius (because she is) studied over 20 hours for tests and got D's. Apparently I wasn't the only one...it was the rest of the pre-med kids...the rest of the class. Sad that that is a confidence boost.
And its sad that I think about this CONSTANTLY. That one bio class that I will have to re-take because the grade I got won't cut it. Judging intelligence should not be this big of an issue, nor should getting into vet school. Trying to step back and look at the bigger picture is hard...but I'm getting better at it. Its just so strange to see someone and think them to be so mild only to found out they did something amazing and have this amazing....something, and then are so chill about it. That really makes no sense. Oh well. It's Saturday morning after a Friday night and Kelvin and I will have our early brunch because the rest of our friends drank too much/sleep a lot/both. Oh college. Ha. I love it.
*Life goes on bra, lala how that life goes on*