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Yah so im gona start out by saying im not gona fucking weigh myself today...and if i do i wont take it seriously..ive started to gain my wieght back...i think it was because i was depriving myself for so long.... i loved being 120 though....i think for my height thats pretty good... like a shorter person being 110 lbs.... but seriously....i was starving...and in turn ive been eating like a mad bull...haha mad bull....anyway...im like 130 now...and i hate it...but im gona do it the healthy way this time...i think...like in my mind at least...i still want to be a size 5 (which is getting small on me now) no wait...size 3-5 but ill do it on my own terms..plus im going to hair school in a few months...so i need to focus on a healthy mentle lifestyle more then a vain one....its so hard....i always feel not good enough... i look in the mirror and see someone who could just be better...i just want to be happy with myself...i need to stop putting up borders.
-Gabrielle
-Gabrielle