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i just wrote the longest fucking journal entry and this p.o.s lost it
THINGS JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE.
i can't tell you what i feel for cullen because i don't even know. I feel like, ok with the fact were on a break, but i don't even know what that means. if it means hanging out whenever, and cuddling when we're going to sleep then how is that different (minus the hooking up we don't do that, or havent).
i mean god.
and they think i don't eat!!! last night:
Cullen: jimi when was the last time she ate with you?
Jimi: i don't take your girlfriend out to eat
Cullen: oh, just to parties and to drink and stuff
Gabi: omg guys i eat...
ok maybe i don't -- but its cullens fault cause if you notice whenever hes home, my apitite is gone. except this summer were we ate like every minute. but THAT was brandons fault. who now has a jarhead haircut. soo funny.
Gabi1985: we're on a break
sUnSpLaSh1013: thanx!
sUnSpLaSh1013: thats awesome
Gabi1985: no dee...
sUnSpLaSh1013: ohhh
*i love my usmc girls*
hopefully my birthday will be better than christmas, cause that hasnt been too great. at all. and the only way for that to happen is to be happy...have talked to cullen and figured out if we are breaking up for good or staying together...(im sure my UCers are sitting there rooting for a break up...don't lie girls i know you are) but i don't know...
isnt there a saying that like you can't be friends after you break up or something?
maybe i can prove that one wrong if it really happens since i couldn't prove this...well not yet anyway - see guys im being an optimist!! my new years resolution is to be more optimistic and less pessimistic.
at marcs house on monday night:
(amir is arab)
Nick: Amir, i want you to set off fireworks at 9:11 every night and just laugh like a crazyman
THINGS JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE.
i can't tell you what i feel for cullen because i don't even know. I feel like, ok with the fact were on a break, but i don't even know what that means. if it means hanging out whenever, and cuddling when we're going to sleep then how is that different (minus the hooking up we don't do that, or havent).
i mean god.
and they think i don't eat!!! last night:
Cullen: jimi when was the last time she ate with you?
Jimi: i don't take your girlfriend out to eat
Cullen: oh, just to parties and to drink and stuff
Gabi: omg guys i eat...
ok maybe i don't -- but its cullens fault cause if you notice whenever hes home, my apitite is gone. except this summer were we ate like every minute. but THAT was brandons fault. who now has a jarhead haircut. soo funny.
Gabi1985: we're on a break
sUnSpLaSh1013: thanx!
sUnSpLaSh1013: thats awesome
Gabi1985: no dee...
sUnSpLaSh1013: ohhh
*i love my usmc girls*
hopefully my birthday will be better than christmas, cause that hasnt been too great. at all. and the only way for that to happen is to be happy...have talked to cullen and figured out if we are breaking up for good or staying together...(im sure my UCers are sitting there rooting for a break up...don't lie girls i know you are) but i don't know...
isnt there a saying that like you can't be friends after you break up or something?
maybe i can prove that one wrong if it really happens since i couldn't prove this...well not yet anyway - see guys im being an optimist!! my new years resolution is to be more optimistic and less pessimistic.
at marcs house on monday night:
(amir is arab)
Nick: Amir, i want you to set off fireworks at 9:11 every night and just laugh like a crazyman