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[gabexcellent]

So it's been a while since I've written on this thing. Hell, it's been a while since I've even thought about livejournal. I just sort of stopped posting, but I don't remember if there was ever a conscious decision to do that. Oh well. I'm here now, and you all have Sarah Mintz to thank for it, as she reminded me of both the website and my password

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[writemethesea]

some things are too painful to just keep to yourself in a diary, and too private to say out loud to the people you really want to have listening.

I think in a single sentence you managed to encapsulate my entire life of online journaling, haha. but really, it's crazy reading back, and I'm glad I'm not the only one who has that experience. I read through my old entries and it's so surreal, like an anthology of my teenage years. In retrospect, probably not the best time to keep a permanent record of your emotions, thoughts, etc. Reading through it all can be hard at times. It's like struggling through it all over again, losing my 21 year old self in my 15 year old self. and I get hit with this weird mix of painful memories and happy ones. Sometimes I don't know what to make of it all.

I, too, am quite fortunate to have you as a friend. Sorry for all the drama haha. But somehow we survived I guess.

So are you heading to LA post-graduation? Is that the plan?

also, I'm really sorry to hear about Molly. that's always difficult, but it sounds like it was for the best.

[gabexcellent]

I plan on going to LA after graduation. Or maybe ill stick around in Charlotte and make some cash money... I'm not entirely sure.