Apr 04, 2007 17:27
well, the seders were ok. I got sick on the first night, I think because of the chopped liver. The second night was fun, I guess because we didn't actually have a seder. We just invited some people over, and Sean, Kasey, and I went upstairs and Sean played his guitar while me and Kasey shared my bass, cause he forgot his own.
So for those of you who don't know, which I'm pretty sure is everyone who reads my livejournal, I drink a lot of Jones Soda. On the bottle caps of these bottles is always some sort of saying, like a fortune cookie. I actually just remembered this because Sarah was talking about her fortune cookie in her lj.
Anyway, so there was this one cap that actually wasn't mine to begin with (it was Sean's). I've taken to thinking of it as lucky, because somehow, despite the bottle going into the recycling, the cap ended up in the middle of the road, flattened. Inside the cap it said, "accept a gift graciously." At first I dismissed it as random and pointless, but finding it on the side of the road has got me thinking that maybe it's an important message that I should probably think about, so I thought about it.
I've been single for a pretty long time. Actually, I've been single longer now than i have been in the three years that I've been dating. Let me tell you, it sucks. Balls. But maybe this bout of suffering could be a gift from G-d that I'm just not accepting graciously. Maybe Rudi said it best when she said "Well maybe you should just accept being single." I have trouble with that, though. I'm lonely, and it feels like all the girls in the world just aren't interested, for one reason or another. I don't know, I'm sure G-d has his reasons.
I dunno, just thought i'd mention