Nov 04, 2005 21:45
Today I ran 4 miles and it didn't really feel like I accomplished much of anything.
I feel like posting, but I don't. I feel like doing homework, but I don't. I feel like watching something, yet I don't really. I'm tired, but don't want to go to bed. I know I don't feel like going out, or really talking to anyone. So what is it that I want to do?
I think I am posting right now because a speaker that I just went to listen to made me feel like I have to be all introspective and stuff. Have you ever gone to a speaker, and you are listening to them and you think "I swear I've heard this somewhere before, yet I've never heard YOU speak"? yeah....
Right now I feel like I need to see a psychologist (and stat) I am probably very materialistic, I'm a moron because I have never heard the name August Wilson, I shouldn't revere hip hop artists because of how they should not be the ones to instigate social change (I should), and how need to have a purpose in life
I know this isn't what he was trying to say, but I still can't help feeling this.