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ok guys heres whats going on
i broke up with nicole and she didint get over me right away but i started liking jenny and jenny started liking me back and were neighboors so we always saw eachother-so we decided we shud be more than friends but we didnt wanna tell nicole because she wud be hurt/mad and wudnt understand cause she needs some time to get over me or start liking sum1 else or we just needed to think of sumtin so that when we told her she wudnt be hurt too much cause she had just got hurt and we REALLY didnt want her to be really hurt again....only 4 ppl knew about this....2 of nicole's and my best friends that know nicole needs some time b4 knowing and another person that has never told a secret she didint need to.....that leaves jazzy (jenny told jazzy)-at kyrstals party a month ago jenny and casey told jazzy that they were going out to stop jazzy from flirting with casey (jenny and casey were starting something)-jazzy went and told nicole about me and jenny (yesterday or the day b4) because she had found out like 2 hrs b4 that she had been lied to at the party and she wanted revenge on jenny....also i found out that she had told at least one other person a cpl days b4 this happened because i found out from sum1 that they had heard about it in a chatroom with ppl from out school.....nicole got mad at jenny and me (like every1 knew she wud) and she was hurt that this was going on. plus she thought we dont trust her and dont tell her things (which we didnt for a good reason and not cause we dont trust her) and so nicole was REALLY hurt and p/od (and she kinda made jenny know it). jenny is a good friend and she felt like the worst friend in the world and she was HURT like no other and now nicole/jenny's close friendship is ruined and nicoles'my friendship that was just starting again is ruined. so like anybody in my position would be, i was PISSED AS HELL at jazzy for doing all of this, for ruining 2 weeks of careful planning just because she wants attention and wants to get revenge. so i talked to jazzy and jazzy starts telling me its my fault and that she did the right thing and she hung up in my face-to me that means FUCK YOU and I HATE YOU-so since she feels good about herself for doing something that made ppl cry and told me to go FUCK MYSELF then she deserves to be hurt as well so she can feel how she made others felt (since she thinks she did the right thing). also during this time about 2-3 others told her it was a REALLY bad move. so b4 she can block me i say some nasty stuff, the worst things u can imagine to her for like 30 sec b4 i get blocked (i think she took it seriously and if i was her i wud jsut be like o well gabes a looser and block me and ignor wut i said but instead she pms'es over it and gets mark to start yelling at me. mark doesnt even know wuts going on and we were kinda friends but not nemore i guess. so he starts telling me how worthless i am and no1 deserves to feel the way jazzy did (im 1 person and i TYPED things to her....i mean wtf she can just ignor it im only 1 person who she thinks has a bad opnion so if she thinks that she can just ignore it but noooo she took it very seriously). so we fight on the fone.....and he tells me to go suck sumairs dick and that ppl only think i broke up with nicole cause sumair brainwashed me and pretty much told me that no1 likes me and sumair....and thats EXACTLY the kind of stuff i told jazzy...so i was like mark man ur saying i cant make a person feel bad by saying that stuff wen ur making me feel bad saying the exact things....and he explained that hes defending a friend and hes trying to make me feel bad so that i can feel how bad jazzy felt...thats exactly y i said wut i did to jazzy....defending a friend (or 2) and trying to make jazzy feel bad so she can feel how they felt...and im not the only one mad at her pretty much every1 is cause every1 realizes how bad wut she did was (and it wud be alot ezer to forgive her if she admited she made the wrong choice)-so i realized mark was doing exactly wut im doing so i dont get how wut i did was a mistake when hes doing the same thing? even mark admited she made a mistake.....but i dunno since im the ONLY ONE strong enuf to do this...i apologized to jazzy and left like a 10 min message on her fone saying how sorry i was....does any1 know how F'ING hard it is to say sorry to someone u dont feel deserves comfort? its VERY hard...but i made the first move to ending the fight and i started peace....now if only jazzy admits she made a mistake and jenny and nicole talk it over then everything will eventually turn out ok
theres the lesson children-never accept to a secret if u cant keep the secret it will make a shyt load of trouble
for all the people that are hurt im sorry this is the last thing i wanted to happen
for all the people i hurt....im sorry i did it out of anger
im confused dont know if posting this was the right thing to do and dont know wuts gunna happen
cya all
i broke up with nicole and she didint get over me right away but i started liking jenny and jenny started liking me back and were neighboors so we always saw eachother-so we decided we shud be more than friends but we didnt wanna tell nicole because she wud be hurt/mad and wudnt understand cause she needs some time to get over me or start liking sum1 else or we just needed to think of sumtin so that when we told her she wudnt be hurt too much cause she had just got hurt and we REALLY didnt want her to be really hurt again....only 4 ppl knew about this....2 of nicole's and my best friends that know nicole needs some time b4 knowing and another person that has never told a secret she didint need to.....that leaves jazzy (jenny told jazzy)-at kyrstals party a month ago jenny and casey told jazzy that they were going out to stop jazzy from flirting with casey (jenny and casey were starting something)-jazzy went and told nicole about me and jenny (yesterday or the day b4) because she had found out like 2 hrs b4 that she had been lied to at the party and she wanted revenge on jenny....also i found out that she had told at least one other person a cpl days b4 this happened because i found out from sum1 that they had heard about it in a chatroom with ppl from out school.....nicole got mad at jenny and me (like every1 knew she wud) and she was hurt that this was going on. plus she thought we dont trust her and dont tell her things (which we didnt for a good reason and not cause we dont trust her) and so nicole was REALLY hurt and p/od (and she kinda made jenny know it). jenny is a good friend and she felt like the worst friend in the world and she was HURT like no other and now nicole/jenny's close friendship is ruined and nicoles'my friendship that was just starting again is ruined. so like anybody in my position would be, i was PISSED AS HELL at jazzy for doing all of this, for ruining 2 weeks of careful planning just because she wants attention and wants to get revenge. so i talked to jazzy and jazzy starts telling me its my fault and that she did the right thing and she hung up in my face-to me that means FUCK YOU and I HATE YOU-so since she feels good about herself for doing something that made ppl cry and told me to go FUCK MYSELF then she deserves to be hurt as well so she can feel how she made others felt (since she thinks she did the right thing). also during this time about 2-3 others told her it was a REALLY bad move. so b4 she can block me i say some nasty stuff, the worst things u can imagine to her for like 30 sec b4 i get blocked (i think she took it seriously and if i was her i wud jsut be like o well gabes a looser and block me and ignor wut i said but instead she pms'es over it and gets mark to start yelling at me. mark doesnt even know wuts going on and we were kinda friends but not nemore i guess. so he starts telling me how worthless i am and no1 deserves to feel the way jazzy did (im 1 person and i TYPED things to her....i mean wtf she can just ignor it im only 1 person who she thinks has a bad opnion so if she thinks that she can just ignore it but noooo she took it very seriously). so we fight on the fone.....and he tells me to go suck sumairs dick and that ppl only think i broke up with nicole cause sumair brainwashed me and pretty much told me that no1 likes me and sumair....and thats EXACTLY the kind of stuff i told jazzy...so i was like mark man ur saying i cant make a person feel bad by saying that stuff wen ur making me feel bad saying the exact things....and he explained that hes defending a friend and hes trying to make me feel bad so that i can feel how bad jazzy felt...thats exactly y i said wut i did to jazzy....defending a friend (or 2) and trying to make jazzy feel bad so she can feel how they felt...and im not the only one mad at her pretty much every1 is cause every1 realizes how bad wut she did was (and it wud be alot ezer to forgive her if she admited she made the wrong choice)-so i realized mark was doing exactly wut im doing so i dont get how wut i did was a mistake when hes doing the same thing? even mark admited she made a mistake.....but i dunno since im the ONLY ONE strong enuf to do this...i apologized to jazzy and left like a 10 min message on her fone saying how sorry i was....does any1 know how F'ING hard it is to say sorry to someone u dont feel deserves comfort? its VERY hard...but i made the first move to ending the fight and i started peace....now if only jazzy admits she made a mistake and jenny and nicole talk it over then everything will eventually turn out ok
theres the lesson children-never accept to a secret if u cant keep the secret it will make a shyt load of trouble
for all the people that are hurt im sorry this is the last thing i wanted to happen
for all the people i hurt....im sorry i did it out of anger
im confused dont know if posting this was the right thing to do and dont know wuts gunna happen
cya all