Apr 11, 2010 03:02
so,maybe i kind of think about those things that i shouldnt,alot.
everyday,alot.
like everytime i hear your voice
when i close my eyes,alot.
when i masturbate and have phone sex with other people
when im supposed to be thinking about the person on the phone,
alot.
way before the dreams..
pushed them outta my head ,but now
now i play with the thoughts
while i play with you
in my daydreams
in my midday dreams
in my night dreams
legs spread, clenching sheets dreams
and thoughts
..
throughout the day im with you,
in you..
tasting and pleasing you
beating and feasting you,
im fucking you while in class
im making her scream during laundry
fuck,
im pounding it when im with family
..in my mind
its where i do the most damage.
even where i see our friendship ending because of this;
damage.
i lust you.
want those fucking lips
gotdamn those lips.
you speak and eyes are fixated;
focused on the curves and the bends of the top and bottom one..
imagining pulling that hair
and sucking on..
fuck im stuck.
front, thats what i put on.
everyday we speak i so badly wanna tell you
how badly i want you.
badly i want you.
nothing serious, just a kiss.
here and there.
there, there, and fuck...most definitely there.
where your love meets,
(hopefully where my tongue meets)
right there where the candy slides down
ill be right there when you make that sound
those sounds,
sounds that let me know you cant take anymore
..but i wont stop
give it to you deeper untill you know what i mean;
i want you
i lust you
did you guess that?
did you guess that i want you on my face?
riding my tongue into the greatest
sweetest, most delicious oblivion
yea, i know you didnt.
unexpected, but this lust
this unexplainable carnal emotion that pours out of me
when ever you are near
can be smelled in this thick air
I FUCKING WANT YOU.
those breasts need biting,
that ass needs grabbing,
those lips need sucking and that pussy
that, right there..
it needs gabby.
it needs ta have that hurt on it
i need to put my name on it. BUT
ill have to continue this
in my mind where most of the damage happens.
continue it during the day,
during midday,
during the night,
during all the other times we roll around in my mind
cuz i know i cant have you.
-lust.
writing blah