girl, im coming over to you. i put my pride to the side.
i definitley should be asleep right now, seeing as how i have an 8 oclock class, but ill be fine.
ive decided to update since #1, there have been thangs going on and #2, my last post was everything about coherent (and i figure, if you didnt get it...then you just dont)
so, school is going well. im thinking of submitting this thing i wrote to the school annual journal. i want to send it in but then i kind of dont want to because, well i guess there is no real reason. i guess i just dont want to not get the reaction that i want? like i want people to be moved by what i write..and if they aarent then ill feel like i wasted my time. but i suppose i have to remember that this is for me and no one else.( ill post it on her through another..please tell me what you think.)
andrea wants to get back with me and im still..still...in love with melissa like nobodys business. but andrea has been so good. she has shown me ginuine interest, the same interest i wish melissa would show me. but i am telling myself not to get with someone just because they fill some void that is pressed inside of me. idk. im sure ill have the answer that i need by the end of the month.
well now that i think about it i guess i really didnt have alot to tell yall.
cie la vie'
ive decided to update since #1, there have been thangs going on and #2, my last post was everything about coherent (and i figure, if you didnt get it...then you just dont)
so, school is going well. im thinking of submitting this thing i wrote to the school annual journal. i want to send it in but then i kind of dont want to because, well i guess there is no real reason. i guess i just dont want to not get the reaction that i want? like i want people to be moved by what i write..and if they aarent then ill feel like i wasted my time. but i suppose i have to remember that this is for me and no one else.( ill post it on her through another..please tell me what you think.)
andrea wants to get back with me and im still..still...in love with melissa like nobodys business. but andrea has been so good. she has shown me ginuine interest, the same interest i wish melissa would show me. but i am telling myself not to get with someone just because they fill some void that is pressed inside of me. idk. im sure ill have the answer that i need by the end of the month.
well now that i think about it i guess i really didnt have alot to tell yall.
cie la vie'