I'll take you there.
Ok. where to start? too many things to talk about. and most of them i cant talk about because i would get into trouble. how dumb is that? i hate when people feel like or cant even say what theyre thinking or how they feel because they know people will judge or be mad at them? i feel like that a lot. Cretin isn't going to so well. some days are good. and others i think twice about it. i dont know what to do at this point. i cant leave. to many people tried so hard to get me in. i'm greatful for that. but what if i wasnt supposed to be here? i really don't know yet.
I've been sketching out clothes and outfits lately. it feels good to be back. and to draw more. ok im a dork. i like to draw. it floats my boat so whatever.
today was a good TLC class day. being confused is a good thing. and i think that is awesome. i get confused a lot. not because im stupid or im a "ditz" (is that even the right word?) but it takes me a while to really get things. when you get confused you kno that you will get it. and knowing that you are confused is a good thing. because.. you will get it! ok. im not supposed to teach TLC and now i know why. because i cant! its really hard to explain. i need to be an expert.
Ah just so many things i wish i could say.
Ok. a positive thought.
SUMMER.
my summer is going to be at the lake. where all my awesome friends are. that i love to death, even though i see them for like once a year. they dont even kno how much they mean to me.
but no one can compare to LAUREN weber. i love that girl to death. we used to be like.. different and shy. but now we are NOT! we are good friends and i love her, and hopefully she loves me. and we have so much fun. and this summer were gonna party hard. and sneak out, and meet guys, and swim, and tan!! and actually get tan? hey. maybe fish? and get sick on a boat? something cool like that.
Just as good as lauren, there is TORY weber. that girl is so outgoing and wild! and she can make every party the best. tory, you will always be my friend, even though we are two years apart, it doesnt matter hun, i love you, and you give me so much friendship.
I feel like im writing in a yearbook.
i found out my older sister is visiting us in two weeks. i hope she gets to see me play volleyball. haha dorky? i know. i think so too. but she means a lot to me. and i only get to talk to her like once a week.
What does discontent mean?
... probably the opposite of content.
nevermind.
oh, i missed gotti last night. what a drag.
sad thing is. they will never love me back.
unless i get famous and john or franki fall madly in love with me, and we get married.
that would be nice.
..::gabby::..
I've been sketching out clothes and outfits lately. it feels good to be back. and to draw more. ok im a dork. i like to draw. it floats my boat so whatever.
today was a good TLC class day. being confused is a good thing. and i think that is awesome. i get confused a lot. not because im stupid or im a "ditz" (is that even the right word?) but it takes me a while to really get things. when you get confused you kno that you will get it. and knowing that you are confused is a good thing. because.. you will get it! ok. im not supposed to teach TLC and now i know why. because i cant! its really hard to explain. i need to be an expert.
Ah just so many things i wish i could say.
Ok. a positive thought.
SUMMER.
my summer is going to be at the lake. where all my awesome friends are. that i love to death, even though i see them for like once a year. they dont even kno how much they mean to me.
but no one can compare to LAUREN weber. i love that girl to death. we used to be like.. different and shy. but now we are NOT! we are good friends and i love her, and hopefully she loves me. and we have so much fun. and this summer were gonna party hard. and sneak out, and meet guys, and swim, and tan!! and actually get tan? hey. maybe fish? and get sick on a boat? something cool like that.
Just as good as lauren, there is TORY weber. that girl is so outgoing and wild! and she can make every party the best. tory, you will always be my friend, even though we are two years apart, it doesnt matter hun, i love you, and you give me so much friendship.
I feel like im writing in a yearbook.
i found out my older sister is visiting us in two weeks. i hope she gets to see me play volleyball. haha dorky? i know. i think so too. but she means a lot to me. and i only get to talk to her like once a week.
What does discontent mean?
... probably the opposite of content.
nevermind.
oh, i missed gotti last night. what a drag.
sad thing is. they will never love me back.
unless i get famous and john or franki fall madly in love with me, and we get married.
that would be nice.
..::gabby::..