last night i was up until 6am again. not insomnia really, since i think that implies wanting to go to sleep. i just havnt really wanted to. yesterday (and well into this morning) i was doing a freelance job. i got into that sciencey computer coding space and just kept going until now an entire project is almost done. i'm actually learning some new ( Read more... )

boxing tonight! and lots fun things to do this weekend! With lots of awesome new people. And i think i'm going to a model session that cyrk_vision told me about too. And its nice out agian so i get to ride my bike again and not have that weird wet bike seat ass print ( Read more... )

i actually did passport stuff today. I should be legal to run away by december 15th. I'm toying with the idea of meeting medusa in guatemala for the new year. I think some time away will clear my head a little ( Read more... )

seriously, i'm starting to fear for my pets, i think that that would somehow cosmically be the next step to these past few weeks.

tonight i had a decent time at the lex, ran into old old friends. but on the ride home i just got so completely overwhelmed by how horrible everything has been for me lately.
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this afternoon was spent doing car things, redoing some of the upholstry. I was working in the back near justins shop, he was in and out doing his fire things, then he loaded his truck up and left. I finished up and went inside.

just as i get in my room i am sitting on my couch and i hear "pop pop pop pop pop pop pop!" ( drive by shootings and other daily occurances )

i've had this car for what? two fucking weeks ( Read more... )

to compensate for my sudden anger about nearly everything and seeming lack of friends or loved ones to talk to about it with, i am trying to build a fixie out of an old bike that was dumped on the corner where my house is. (and of course i'm doing it to impress jd and chaz and actually learn how to do it ( Read more... )

i was really obnoxious to tc over im and now i'm stressing about it. i tried to send her an email to process (eek) about it and it keeps getting returned. i hate this ( Read more... )

how crazy is this... my horoscope from astro.com... which i read ex-post facto.

This is a good day for any type of commercial transaction, contract negotiation or buying and selling, either for personal reasons or for business. Communication is flowing so smoothly now that you can easily get all the information you need in order to make the best ( Read more... )

so how i got this car is pretty awesome too. i've been checking craigslist on and off for a decent diesel. I saw this one and saw in the picture that it was parked in front of the sausage factory down the street from me... yes i live down the street from a sausage factory, and no i dont come in contact with it very often, thank goodness ( Read more... )