and we'll all float on okay...
Just got back from visiting with Andy. I miss that kid more then I ever cared to admit...why couldn't everything have been lined up for us? He's just too crazy for me and I gotta admit it...how do some people get away with never thinking about the future, even the future as far as a week from now. I loved how I felt when I was with him and when I wasn't, things just weren't the same. He knows how to push me to be confident and straight forward...and I liked the way I felt with someone who I thought was my compliment. I wasn't supposed to feel anything anymore, so why am I getting sad about having hung out with him tonight? It truely is his loss but I wish there was never a loss to be had.
siiiiiigh. I have got to get over this kid and move on with my life. I have got to be confident and straightforward on my own. I have to be happy with or without. AND-- I obviously deserve better then what I thought was the best when I was with him.
don't get me wrong. this post may sound a little sad but I just get a little melancholy here and there. I had a great time hanging out and I would probably do it all over again...just wish I could turn off a few switches while I hang out with that kid.
Goin out with a few T-towners soon so my sappy mood soon shall pass. :-)
siiiiiigh. I have got to get over this kid and move on with my life. I have got to be confident and straightforward on my own. I have to be happy with or without. AND-- I obviously deserve better then what I thought was the best when I was with him.
don't get me wrong. this post may sound a little sad but I just get a little melancholy here and there. I had a great time hanging out and I would probably do it all over again...just wish I could turn off a few switches while I hang out with that kid.
Goin out with a few T-towners soon so my sappy mood soon shall pass. :-)