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Well it's been pretty boring this week. I've basically done nothing. The highlights of the week were going to the library, going to wal-mart, and talking to Kylee on the phone. Matt stayed at Sterling's today so of course I didn't get to talk to him. Man I miss him. I hate when he stays at Sterling's. He's a different person. It's probably because Sterling's an ass and that's how Matt's personality is when he's around Sterling. I wish he wouldn't hang out with him. I feel selfish when I say that because he likes when I hang out with my friends, but that's how I feel towards Sterling. He's so mean and makes fun of people. It's like he has no feelings for anyone. Matt called me from Sterling's a few minutes ago to tell me goodnight. I almost didn't pick up. I don't want to be around him when Sterling is. But I did pick it up and I had to hide my feelings because I don't want him to be mad at me and I don't want him to be upset. Then I heard Sterling in the background and I almost hung up the phone. Man, I don't understand why I feel these mean feelings towards one person, but I do......