havent updated in a mad long time and yeah...
helllooo. xmas is coming.... omg! well yeah i have been a good friend and gotten all my friends rele good gifts and i havnt regifted. but i still have 2 get my bro and my dad and my grandma some gifts. blah and im POOR. so yeah that rele helps dsnt it?
i hate mrs melone b/c i totally dnt undrstand this gay bio report. fucker.
yyyyyeeeaahhhh... well u kno wat else suks all my friends r goin away 4 xmas :( nicole and katie r already gone and sarah, britt b, amanda and just about like ne1 else cool is going away. depressing. so that def. means i will have 2 spend he whole damn vacation w/ my relatives that r coming in from california. bc u kno THATS a party.
hmmmmm wat else? o yes the weekly crush update. there is none lol. altho it rele isnt that funny. its just that idk all like the guys at prout like suk, i kno? there r some hott ones like andrew conlin but i mean i have no classes w/ him and i rele dnt even kno him i just think hes hott. and jarrod mead but umm yeah i def dnt have a chance w/him hes kinda weird. just a tad. and out of prout guys.... well me and mike couldda had s/thin but u kno never again. and like.... tim has a new gf. and tom grrr he makes me so mad. like honestly hes such a wimp wen it comes 2 girls omg. he just pisses me off. he needs 2 step it up if nething is ever gonna work out btwn me and him. and my dream guy? yeah we cnt mention his name. bc of gay reasons. so his code name is............ ummm lemme think of a good one... ok goin bak 2 8th grade (katie and me lol) his codename id coffee, haha. well coffee is a total hottie if ya kno wat im sayin and i had him once and i ddnt even realize it!! GAY and well now he is bak w/ his ex gf and yeah i dnt rele get 2 see him all that much and im pretty sure now he just thinks of us as friends. and andrew.... well idk he confuses me i mean i dnt like him nemore- trust me but hes always like yeah i wanna cheat on my gf bc she dsnt put out and im just like ummmm yeah thats nice w/e. and he always wants 2 like come over and i KNO he wants 2 do stuff. its just like, look u have a gf and im not gonna help u cheat on her i mean come on. and we already had r thing in the summer u kno get over it- he was the one who ended that one so he could go out w/ the girl friend that he has that he now wants 2 cheat on. puh-leez. and kelsey and i were talkin the other day and we were just like u kno what we NEED some new guys!!! something new, something fresh as kelsey put it. shes totally right i mean im sooooo sick of all the guys ive already known or that ive already tried 2 have something with. grrrrr
so thats that ugly subject
i miss katie and nicole!!! :( tear tear. well they come bak rite afta xmas and the 3 of us r goin 2 the mall im so excited i luv my lil nicobla and kateone lol.
o yea BTW- sarah u whore u stole my song!!!!! the boulevard of broken dreams song was MINE then u go put it in your gay thingy lol. u kno wat no hurt feelings u kno im just gonna have 2 steal a song of yours........ hehe so dnt get mad lol. u kno its cool beans as u said 2day in freshman exp. :)
so
thats all i have 2 say 4 now.
*gabby*
this song has just like randomly recently been growin on me:
i used to think
i had the answers to everything
but now i know
life doesnt always go my way
feels like im caught in the middle
thats when i realize....
im not a girl
not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
there is no need to protect me
its time that i
learn to stand up to this on my own
ive seen so much more than you know now
so dont tell me to shut my eyes
im not a girl
not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
but if you look at me closley
you will see it in my eyes
this girl will always find her way
im not a girl
dont tell me wat 2 believe
not yet a woman
im just tryin 2 find the woman in me
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
....not yet... a woman...
i hate mrs melone b/c i totally dnt undrstand this gay bio report. fucker.
yyyyyeeeaahhhh... well u kno wat else suks all my friends r goin away 4 xmas :( nicole and katie r already gone and sarah, britt b, amanda and just about like ne1 else cool is going away. depressing. so that def. means i will have 2 spend he whole damn vacation w/ my relatives that r coming in from california. bc u kno THATS a party.
hmmmmm wat else? o yes the weekly crush update. there is none lol. altho it rele isnt that funny. its just that idk all like the guys at prout like suk, i kno? there r some hott ones like andrew conlin but i mean i have no classes w/ him and i rele dnt even kno him i just think hes hott. and jarrod mead but umm yeah i def dnt have a chance w/him hes kinda weird. just a tad. and out of prout guys.... well me and mike couldda had s/thin but u kno never again. and like.... tim has a new gf. and tom grrr he makes me so mad. like honestly hes such a wimp wen it comes 2 girls omg. he just pisses me off. he needs 2 step it up if nething is ever gonna work out btwn me and him. and my dream guy? yeah we cnt mention his name. bc of gay reasons. so his code name is............ ummm lemme think of a good one... ok goin bak 2 8th grade (katie and me lol) his codename id coffee, haha. well coffee is a total hottie if ya kno wat im sayin and i had him once and i ddnt even realize it!! GAY and well now he is bak w/ his ex gf and yeah i dnt rele get 2 see him all that much and im pretty sure now he just thinks of us as friends. and andrew.... well idk he confuses me i mean i dnt like him nemore- trust me but hes always like yeah i wanna cheat on my gf bc she dsnt put out and im just like ummmm yeah thats nice w/e. and he always wants 2 like come over and i KNO he wants 2 do stuff. its just like, look u have a gf and im not gonna help u cheat on her i mean come on. and we already had r thing in the summer u kno get over it- he was the one who ended that one so he could go out w/ the girl friend that he has that he now wants 2 cheat on. puh-leez. and kelsey and i were talkin the other day and we were just like u kno what we NEED some new guys!!! something new, something fresh as kelsey put it. shes totally right i mean im sooooo sick of all the guys ive already known or that ive already tried 2 have something with. grrrrr
so thats that ugly subject
i miss katie and nicole!!! :( tear tear. well they come bak rite afta xmas and the 3 of us r goin 2 the mall im so excited i luv my lil nicobla and kateone lol.
o yea BTW- sarah u whore u stole my song!!!!! the boulevard of broken dreams song was MINE then u go put it in your gay thingy lol. u kno wat no hurt feelings u kno im just gonna have 2 steal a song of yours........ hehe so dnt get mad lol. u kno its cool beans as u said 2day in freshman exp. :)
so
thats all i have 2 say 4 now.
*gabby*
this song has just like randomly recently been growin on me:
i used to think
i had the answers to everything
but now i know
life doesnt always go my way
feels like im caught in the middle
thats when i realize....
im not a girl
not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
there is no need to protect me
its time that i
learn to stand up to this on my own
ive seen so much more than you know now
so dont tell me to shut my eyes
im not a girl
not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
but if you look at me closley
you will see it in my eyes
this girl will always find her way
im not a girl
dont tell me wat 2 believe
not yet a woman
im just tryin 2 find the woman in me
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while im in between
im not a girl
....not yet... a woman...