Aug 31, 2004 18:12
2morro school.......
Goin out w/ brittany p, her mom and my mom 2nite. I think we are going to Newport for dinner and mayB some shopping. Should be fun, cuz ive known britt since pre-school, and her mom is fucking hilarious.
Went to Garden City 2day. Went w/ mom and nancy rocha. (rocha's are like my 2nd family- c the survey thing) yah i ddnt buy nething tho, b/c im pretty broke write now.... haha i need 2 cash my checks from work.
I'm gonna put some songs that i wrote in here. I wrote them back in june and july.... c how u like 'em....
“STILL BE HERE”
Written by Gabrielle Indeglia
What you’re running to
All it holds is false promises
You don’t see it but I do
Why don’t you listen to what’s within?
You know it’s what’s really true
Can’t understand why you’re doing this
You’re only hurting yourself
CHORUS
When all is said and done
When the new day comes
When the fever breaks
When the rain ceases
When the smoke clears
Look- and I’ll still be here
I’ve already forgiven you
For what you’ve done to me
I know that you’ve been blinded
Just by sheer stupidity
You’re self inflicting
Can’t stop thinking
What we used to have
CHORUS
When all is said and done
When the new day comes
When the fever breaks
When the rain ceases
When the smoke clears
Look- and I’ll still be here
I know you’ll try to bring me down
I know that you’re gonna’ be talkin’
I’m not worried though
I’m just gonna’ keep on walkin’
One day things’ll change
I have no worries, no doubts
Do what you gotta, before you see
That you’re just lying to yourself
CHORUS
When all is said and done
When the new day comes
When the fever breaks
When the rain ceases
When the smoke clears
Look- and I’ll still be here
BRIDGE
‘S ok, ‘S ok
I know one day you’ll say
You like the old way
CHORUS 2x
“Break”
Written by Gabrielle Indeglia
It’s not me it’s you
Ya always gotta blame
Sorry I’m alive and got attitude
Don’t wanna play your game
I’m not gonna mold to your plan
Can’t be your clay
PRE-CHORUS
Don’t wanna be bottled up for you
Don’t make me feel like I’ve gotta play puppet for you
CHORUS
‘Cause I just can’t live my life that way
Can’t be controlled, nothing you can say
I don’t understand why you even try
Makin my limit the sky
No matter what you, you, you
Try to do
Can’t you see you’re wastin’ breath?
I’m breaking away, being free
Starting over, starting fresh
Breaking out the real me
Here’s my resignation
Finally broken away
PRE-CHORUS
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Didn’t have to come to this
Seems that’s how you wanted it though
Cutting the ties
Really gotta let go
CHORUS
I bleed, I bleed, I bleed
This is what it came to-
Between me and you
“Didn’t See It All”
Written by Gabrielle Indeglia
Got this feeling I can’t shake
Don’t know why you played the fake
So sad- yet so angry
Next time just tell me
Somehow I just can’t believe this
Maybe I just don’t wanna see it
Last I checked we were friends
Guess I better check again
CHORUS
Thanks for giving me the push to fall
Guess I didn’t see it all, all
All the things I did for you
And this is how you repay me
I’m burnin’ the bridge
Now do you get the gist?
Cutting all my life lines
Won’t come crawling back this time
Just shut your mouth
Now I know what you’re really about
Last I checked we were friends
Guess I better check again
CHORUS
Thanks for giving me the push to fall
Guess I didn’t see it all, all
All the things I did for you
And this is how you repay me
I know that this hurts me now
But what goes around comes back around
Twisted
Just let it go
Can u feel it, it’s all around me
and u kno that this is wrong....
I’m feeling scared and strange
Everything near is all confusing
Can u help me make it clear
Once again?
Can u break me, and surround me?
Can u feel the air?
I’m all twisted about this inside
Just let it go
I’m feeling scared and strange
Everything near is all confusing
Can u help me make it clear
Once again?
Head First
I cannot see between the lines
I dnt wanna look at whats beyond my face
I really cant deal with sense right now
I just wanna go straight on
Head first into the waters of life
That are filled with danger and fear
No warning signs can keep me out
I just wanna plunge head first
I have no fear, or no shame
Right into the challenge I will dive
Ready for all nothing will keep me down
I just wanna do what I have to do and go
Head first into the waters of life
That are filled with danger and fear
No warning signs can keep me out
I just wanna plunge head first