my life..... isn't that great after all
ugh.... sometimes i rele do hate my family. I dont think i should have 2 explain myself.
Just got back from a bike ride i went on by myself. Went to Little Beach and went on the rocks and put my feet in the water. It was quite relaxing- i have 2 say. I really thought about how the summer is unfortunatley coming to a close. I know i have to start becoming focused and all that 4 skool b/c i really have to concentrate on my grades this year. The last two gay awful years of jr. high were definatley my mess-up years. I kno i made a lot of mistakes. I was 2 busy trying 2 b "cool" and accepted and all that gay jr. high shit. But i have honestly changed so much this past year and summer. I don't care what ppl think about me. If they think i'm a bitch, a prude, a slut, a poser (eww...), a prep, a freak, a frigan peice of shit--- I dont give a good fuck. I learned that i just need my couple of good friends (Sarah, Katie, Nikki B, Liz, Coco)and thats it. Y should i need evry1 elses shit, wen i can hardly keep track of my own????
Our class is going from 63 kids to 200 this year. Thats a big change. Especially 4 s/1 like me who has gone 2 small catholic+private school my whole life. I only plan on getting 2 kno a couple of girls (Chelsea L, Sarah B, Jackie W, Emily M) half of them i already kno and am friendly w/. And of course i wanna get 2 kno the guys!!!
Soo.... that was my philosophical trip 2 the beach. I really just let go of the summer and started my new fall. Hopefully its gonna b a good one! :)
~Gabby*
Just got back from a bike ride i went on by myself. Went to Little Beach and went on the rocks and put my feet in the water. It was quite relaxing- i have 2 say. I really thought about how the summer is unfortunatley coming to a close. I know i have to start becoming focused and all that 4 skool b/c i really have to concentrate on my grades this year. The last two gay awful years of jr. high were definatley my mess-up years. I kno i made a lot of mistakes. I was 2 busy trying 2 b "cool" and accepted and all that gay jr. high shit. But i have honestly changed so much this past year and summer. I don't care what ppl think about me. If they think i'm a bitch, a prude, a slut, a poser (eww...), a prep, a freak, a frigan peice of shit--- I dont give a good fuck. I learned that i just need my couple of good friends (Sarah, Katie, Nikki B, Liz, Coco)and thats it. Y should i need evry1 elses shit, wen i can hardly keep track of my own????
Our class is going from 63 kids to 200 this year. Thats a big change. Especially 4 s/1 like me who has gone 2 small catholic+private school my whole life. I only plan on getting 2 kno a couple of girls (Chelsea L, Sarah B, Jackie W, Emily M) half of them i already kno and am friendly w/. And of course i wanna get 2 kno the guys!!!
Soo.... that was my philosophical trip 2 the beach. I really just let go of the summer and started my new fall. Hopefully its gonna b a good one! :)
~Gabby*