why does everything have to be so hard in life...
well i really havent updated in awhile..so i guess ill do that now..well not alot has been going on...alittle bit of drama....but nothing i couldnt handle i guess..
well on a bad note umm....i think me and alex are gunna take a break for alittle bit...im not sure yet...i have to talk to him...dont get me wrong i love him alot more then i thought i would....but theres just alot of shit going on right now with me..and i dont liek taking it out on him...i dont know if he really did love me as much as i love him then im sure we will get back togther...and if not hen i dont know....god i hate this shit! i dont knwo what to do.....i hate myself...
well on a bad note umm....i think me and alex are gunna take a break for alittle bit...im not sure yet...i have to talk to him...dont get me wrong i love him alot more then i thought i would....but theres just alot of shit going on right now with me..and i dont liek taking it out on him...i dont know if he really did love me as much as i love him then im sure we will get back togther...and if not hen i dont know....god i hate this shit! i dont knwo what to do.....i hate myself...