(no subject)
here goes, im loosin it! i am so unbelievably scared outta my mind to fly on tues, and i dont know why. my mom says because its my first time alone. i went online to look at the statistics and it scared me because american has the most crashes. but i sit here and talk to my amandamom and she is making me feel pretty good, but there is still that small bit of doubt. i thinki am seriously lossing it. i have always loved planes and flying and for some reason now i am scared completely outta my mind, go figure! I love you amandamom, you even went online to find statistics for me. all my friends here say that there is absoloutly nothing to be worited about, but obviously if you are reading this you know me and how i am and how worried i get over EVERYTHING!!!! man i wish there was some way that i could know for sure that nothing could happen. I do think my whole problem is flying alone and i would be fine if i had somone there with me. i love you guys