Robin Goodfellow.
If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
if you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.
I love A Midsummer Night's Dream. I'm procrastinating right now if you couldn't tell.
I'm trying to go over what's happened lately but I don't really wanna go over everything...there's been too much. And it's hard to listen to THE GREATEST VOYAGE IN THE HISTORY OF PLASTIC and type at the same time. -pause- Okay it's better now. :]
My grandfather's funeral was very nice, sad, but nice. There's not much that can be done to describe a funeral. I just miss him and it didn't really hit me until that day that he was actually gone. I cried a lot during the Mass but now I can only pray that he's in a better place, I know he is. I spent a half hour in church today for a memorial mass that was COMPLETELY IN POLISH, it was kinda cool, actually.
School's been school, what can I say? This three-day weekend has been nice. I didn't actually do anything today, so it was an awesome day to spend just kind of doing homework and laying around and eating ice cream and such. My gold prismacolor marker exploded while I was working on a project and it got all over my hands and ALMOST on my bed, thank God it didn't.
Saturday I did NOTHING but I went mini-golfing with Tim and Renee. I think the funniest part was when I was leaning over to putt, and my sweatshirt which was on my shoulder fell off and landed in the stream that circled the golf course. It kinda sucked since I had to carry it around with me but yeah, it was funny.
Yesterday I went to the Arts and Crafts festival with Kaybayyy, Robin, Kang, and Renee. I got some crescent earrings, two rings (one of which broke yesterday), a Batman button, a Mario button, a Spongebob button, and a ORANGE YELLOW AND RED SHAWL. I LOVE IT. I've wanted a shawl for so long, you don't even know. I've been wearing it non stop yesterday and today. It's like a security blanket for me, but not really, whatever haha. I love love love love love love love LOVE it.
Then me and Victor figured out why I complain. It's kinda funny but it makes perfect sense to me:
I aim for perfection, like things to go my way, and also seek justification for all of my actions; usually, these things work out fine, unless my insecurities are present. If they are, then my sense of perfection and justification interacts with them and something will go wrong, which leads to me complaining.
i ( j + p ) = ch
i = insecurities
j = justification
p = perfection
c = complaint
h = headache
:D
I love that kid.
I think that's all I can say now since I REEEEEALLY need to get back to my research paper, which I am rather stressed about. I'm pretty stressed for tomorrow; I've a geometry and history test, OCRAP. I need this week - scratch that. school - to be over. Not to mention I'm not excited or ready for finals. :X
And also, I need to get you out of my head. Not out of my life, I just need this little thing to end between us. I need to end this now, since I'm sick of me thinking about it and everyone else talking about it. Especially them assuming my feelings for me, which they can't even begin to comprehend before they bring in their whiny little tone about how much I'm in love with you. I'm not.
I.
Don't.
Love.
You.
Sometimes I wish you never moved here, you never came here, I think we'd all be better off. Especially you. You would have never met her, you would've never lost a week of your life to a hospital, you never would've practically lost your life. They say all the drama that happened prepares us, but honestly, is this ever going to happen again? I sure as hell hope not, and I doubt it. All it's done is numb us.
I don't think this makes any sense.
Okay well I'M IN A GOOD MOOD, I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST, even though I'm still a bit stressed. Oh and I'm still pissed that in Pokemon Red, Charizard can't learn Fly. Wtf, srsly.
:)
xox
gabbie
Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
if you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.
I love A Midsummer Night's Dream. I'm procrastinating right now if you couldn't tell.
I'm trying to go over what's happened lately but I don't really wanna go over everything...there's been too much. And it's hard to listen to THE GREATEST VOYAGE IN THE HISTORY OF PLASTIC and type at the same time. -pause- Okay it's better now. :]
My grandfather's funeral was very nice, sad, but nice. There's not much that can be done to describe a funeral. I just miss him and it didn't really hit me until that day that he was actually gone. I cried a lot during the Mass but now I can only pray that he's in a better place, I know he is. I spent a half hour in church today for a memorial mass that was COMPLETELY IN POLISH, it was kinda cool, actually.
School's been school, what can I say? This three-day weekend has been nice. I didn't actually do anything today, so it was an awesome day to spend just kind of doing homework and laying around and eating ice cream and such. My gold prismacolor marker exploded while I was working on a project and it got all over my hands and ALMOST on my bed, thank God it didn't.
Saturday I did NOTHING but I went mini-golfing with Tim and Renee. I think the funniest part was when I was leaning over to putt, and my sweatshirt which was on my shoulder fell off and landed in the stream that circled the golf course. It kinda sucked since I had to carry it around with me but yeah, it was funny.
Yesterday I went to the Arts and Crafts festival with Kaybayyy, Robin, Kang, and Renee. I got some crescent earrings, two rings (one of which broke yesterday), a Batman button, a Mario button, a Spongebob button, and a ORANGE YELLOW AND RED SHAWL. I LOVE IT. I've wanted a shawl for so long, you don't even know. I've been wearing it non stop yesterday and today. It's like a security blanket for me, but not really, whatever haha. I love love love love love love love LOVE it.
Then me and Victor figured out why I complain. It's kinda funny but it makes perfect sense to me:
I aim for perfection, like things to go my way, and also seek justification for all of my actions; usually, these things work out fine, unless my insecurities are present. If they are, then my sense of perfection and justification interacts with them and something will go wrong, which leads to me complaining.
i ( j + p ) = ch
i = insecurities
j = justification
p = perfection
c = complaint
h = headache
:D
I love that kid.
I think that's all I can say now since I REEEEEALLY need to get back to my research paper, which I am rather stressed about. I'm pretty stressed for tomorrow; I've a geometry and history test, OCRAP. I need this week - scratch that. school - to be over. Not to mention I'm not excited or ready for finals. :X
And also, I need to get you out of my head. Not out of my life, I just need this little thing to end between us. I need to end this now, since I'm sick of me thinking about it and everyone else talking about it. Especially them assuming my feelings for me, which they can't even begin to comprehend before they bring in their whiny little tone about how much I'm in love with you. I'm not.
I.
Don't.
Love.
You.
Sometimes I wish you never moved here, you never came here, I think we'd all be better off. Especially you. You would have never met her, you would've never lost a week of your life to a hospital, you never would've practically lost your life. They say all the drama that happened prepares us, but honestly, is this ever going to happen again? I sure as hell hope not, and I doubt it. All it's done is numb us.
I don't think this makes any sense.
Okay well I'M IN A GOOD MOOD, I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST, even though I'm still a bit stressed. Oh and I'm still pissed that in Pokemon Red, Charizard can't learn Fly. Wtf, srsly.
:)
xox
gabbie