I tend to be an optimistic person
but this week was awful :/
Monday; I honestly don't remember what happened.
Tuesday; Also a blur. Lots of work, I definitely remember that, such as history thesis and rewriting speech.
Wednesday; Class council speeches. I screwed up what grade I was in at the end of mine. Witnessed rude students, but what else is new? Oh, and it was the seniors' last day. I wasn't really close to any of them but it was really sad, especially in choir. It's going to be really weird without them next year. :/
That night I went to Honor's Night for my brother. He's such a beast, completely showed me up from when I was in 7th grade, haha.
Thursday; Wrote a bigass essay in history. Had my first voice lesson, teacher seems to like me. I'm excited for the future. That night, went to Eagle Scout Court (haha) for Devon. Nice little ceremony thing. Gah I can't believe Devon's gonna be in college next year! It's crazy seeing peope you know grow up so fast. I'm such a sentimental dork, haha.
Friday; Today. School. Mr. Chun's birthday, half our chem class ran down the hall to his room to sing/steal his leftover snacks. Election results, Kelsey won. At first I was indifferent, but now I'm happy for her. And Dan's vice president, so I'm really glad there's gonna be some change in class council.
When I got home, I had to clean, then FINALLY played Twilight Princess. I've grown so attached to Legend of Zelda games recently, haha. They're just so entertaining, I can't get over it.
My mom also had this jewelry party thing and we played fun games and me and Avery babysat. It was fun. And now I'm exhausted.
There were so many fucking moments this week where I just wanted to scream at people. Usually I'm really good at restraining it but this week I just couldn't take it and I did end up shouting at one person. It wasn't really an argument, I just kinda screamed and told someone to shut up but it's been something I've been holding in for a while. But goddamnit, there are so many fucking people that deserve to be shouted at.
Something that really upset me this week was when I stood up for a friend who wasn't around but came up in conversation and everyone began whining about how that person is annoying and deserves what they get. Goddamnit that made me so fucking mad. I don't fucking care what they think, that person is really one of my best friends and I'm so glad I've gotten to know them better this past year. They really are one of the most amazing people I know and everytime I talk to them I feel awesome and enlightened.
I use the word enlightened a lot, I've noticed.
Sometimes I really wish there were no drugs or alcohol in the world. I fucking hate seeing people's drunk pictures and hearing people's pot stories. It's embarassing and disgusting.
I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. And this week. I'm not gonna let this bad week ruin my mood.
Oh, and Taking Back Sunday's new CD is aiight. I think I need to listen to it a little more. Sink Into Me has really grown on me, though.
Jesus I'm so tired. I got no more than 6 or 7 hours of sleep each night this past week, and it's a routine I'm certainly used to but need to change since it's unhealthy and makes me mad.
Also, I've been thinking about some things a certain person says and I just wanted to let you know I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK, STOP TELLING ME EVERYTHING I DO IS "GAY" OR "STUPID" I REALLY DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK, QUITE FRANKLY I THINK IT'S FUCKING RUDE AND OBNOXIOUS AND MAKES ME REALLY ANGRY.
I need to sleep.
I'm glad I wrote this, I've been lacking a legitimate entry for a while/
Monday; I honestly don't remember what happened.
Tuesday; Also a blur. Lots of work, I definitely remember that, such as history thesis and rewriting speech.
Wednesday; Class council speeches. I screwed up what grade I was in at the end of mine. Witnessed rude students, but what else is new? Oh, and it was the seniors' last day. I wasn't really close to any of them but it was really sad, especially in choir. It's going to be really weird without them next year. :/
That night I went to Honor's Night for my brother. He's such a beast, completely showed me up from when I was in 7th grade, haha.
Thursday; Wrote a bigass essay in history. Had my first voice lesson, teacher seems to like me. I'm excited for the future. That night, went to Eagle Scout Court (haha) for Devon. Nice little ceremony thing. Gah I can't believe Devon's gonna be in college next year! It's crazy seeing peope you know grow up so fast. I'm such a sentimental dork, haha.
Friday; Today. School. Mr. Chun's birthday, half our chem class ran down the hall to his room to sing/steal his leftover snacks. Election results, Kelsey won. At first I was indifferent, but now I'm happy for her. And Dan's vice president, so I'm really glad there's gonna be some change in class council.
When I got home, I had to clean, then FINALLY played Twilight Princess. I've grown so attached to Legend of Zelda games recently, haha. They're just so entertaining, I can't get over it.
My mom also had this jewelry party thing and we played fun games and me and Avery babysat. It was fun. And now I'm exhausted.
There were so many fucking moments this week where I just wanted to scream at people. Usually I'm really good at restraining it but this week I just couldn't take it and I did end up shouting at one person. It wasn't really an argument, I just kinda screamed and told someone to shut up but it's been something I've been holding in for a while. But goddamnit, there are so many fucking people that deserve to be shouted at.
Something that really upset me this week was when I stood up for a friend who wasn't around but came up in conversation and everyone began whining about how that person is annoying and deserves what they get. Goddamnit that made me so fucking mad. I don't fucking care what they think, that person is really one of my best friends and I'm so glad I've gotten to know them better this past year. They really are one of the most amazing people I know and everytime I talk to them I feel awesome and enlightened.
I use the word enlightened a lot, I've noticed.
Sometimes I really wish there were no drugs or alcohol in the world. I fucking hate seeing people's drunk pictures and hearing people's pot stories. It's embarassing and disgusting.
I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. And this week. I'm not gonna let this bad week ruin my mood.
Oh, and Taking Back Sunday's new CD is aiight. I think I need to listen to it a little more. Sink Into Me has really grown on me, though.
Jesus I'm so tired. I got no more than 6 or 7 hours of sleep each night this past week, and it's a routine I'm certainly used to but need to change since it's unhealthy and makes me mad.
Also, I've been thinking about some things a certain person says and I just wanted to let you know I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK, STOP TELLING ME EVERYTHING I DO IS "GAY" OR "STUPID" I REALLY DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK, QUITE FRANKLY I THINK IT'S FUCKING RUDE AND OBNOXIOUS AND MAKES ME REALLY ANGRY.
I need to sleep.
I'm glad I wrote this, I've been lacking a legitimate entry for a while/