We're old.
I want to write about life and love and growing up and being happy, but I think it might be boring. Nobody wants to read about happiness because so few people know how to be happy, and I don't want to rub anything in anyone's face.
I love this little town, but I hate it, too. There isn't really anything to do here but go to hick bars or go out on the water... somehow I love it though. New Baltimore is actually a cute town. I would enjoy being able to retire here.
I really want my own place/apartment... not a stinky dorm room or some crappy apartment or house with a bunch of roommates. I want to create and build a home... and fill it with my personal touches. I want to build a home with Rob and just begin life like that. But, that time is only a couple years away, and I can wait.
Only three weeks left here....I actually can't wait to go back to State. It is a crazy time, yes... but I had a ton of great times last semester. I'm also taking only four classes that are going to be FUN and hopefully easy. I am a little aprehensive though... hopefully having an easy semester won't send me off the deep end into Crazy Town... I ended up there a couple times last semester and that wasn't fun.... well, it was fun... it was just crazy.
I can hear Rob snoring in the other room, I'm afriad to go and lay down with him because I know he will start talking in his sleep again. The other day he rolled over and said "you're disgusting" and I, confused and watching tv, said "what are you talking about" to which he replied "you're disgusting for pooping your pants"... so apparently that is what my boyfriend dreams about me. Just earlier tonight he mumbled "I'm not going that far" in his sleep. It is kind of cute, but also kind of creepy... espically when he wakes up and clicks a bunch... that's just not cute at all.
This weekend is going to be a bunch of fun
EDIT/POSTSCRIPT:
You want to feel happy? Cigarettes. Seriously.
EDIT#2/POST-POSTSCRIPT:
I almost erased that, but then I didn't. Maybe it will be motivation to stop smoking.