WHY.
Every year I begin to dislike Christmas more and more. Nick took Katrina to Royal Oak and they did a bunch of cutesy festive things. What did my boyfriend get me? A big fat slice of nothing. I guess I can't bee too peeved though, given the circumstances... although he didn't get me anything last year, either.
My parents can stuff it for making me spend the night with my family in Ohio tomorrow. Not that I don't like them, but all of them are insane. YAY for getting cheap unthoughtful gifts that suck and I will have to take back!
Sometimes I wish I would stop thinking. Or understand my thoughts. Today I was reminiscing on the past. Christmastime always makes me think of Allie and Jessica: walks on the pond, cheesecake, and bookstores. I've changed too much. It used to be, I hated myself and a lot of people liked me. Now I'm comfortable with myself and not too many people like me. wtf. I don't have very many friends. I have a handful of good ones and a few close ones. I'm not sure if I'm happy with this or not.
I keep staying up and watching various plastic surgery shows, such as Nip Tuck and Dr. 90210. Now I'm considering Plastic or Cosmetic Surgery as a career. Wtf. Why can't I ever make up my mind?! I hate the future. I never want to think about it again. I just want it to be all planned out for me, and if I hate it, well thats fine with me.
In other news, I learned how to say "why" in sign-language:
ol google never fails.