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ugh, i have been so stressed out lately. i dunno its like i am just realizing that this year is almost over... i need to get a job so i can get a car, and i need to save for school, ASU isnt cheap. But, i dunno i only get A's and B's and thats not gunna get me anywhere, i guess i just feel REALLY behind, i dont even know what i want to do! Lord stuff is stressful.
Also it doesnt help that heather is gone, man i really miss her. i mean she is my ONLY friend that i can talk about stuff with and i mean anything. With other people it is just akward.
i dunno i am stressed cuz i am so far behind on school work, i have test for the next few weeks and it is really overwhelming. things are just diffrent know i think i am just growing up and i dont have time to fuck around like i use to. Its kinda hard when i am trying to move on and find a good guy and all he see's me as is a friend, but i guess thats all that i am to most people. a friend, a person who will cheer them up, and help them with their problems, and thats all.
Also it doesnt help that heather is gone, man i really miss her. i mean she is my ONLY friend that i can talk about stuff with and i mean anything. With other people it is just akward.
i dunno i am stressed cuz i am so far behind on school work, i have test for the next few weeks and it is really overwhelming. things are just diffrent know i think i am just growing up and i dont have time to fuck around like i use to. Its kinda hard when i am trying to move on and find a good guy and all he see's me as is a friend, but i guess thats all that i am to most people. a friend, a person who will cheer them up, and help them with their problems, and thats all.