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[gab4president]

my parents just got back from up north. they sent me home a day early so i could watch my lil sister. it was funny cuz usually i dont get along with her cuz she is annoying, but i really had fun. we stayed up late and watched movies and talked about school. it sounds dumb but i am glad to have her.but then i had to put up with my brother who is a lazy ass. he doesnt do anything he is supposed to do and it is so annoying. and when i am in charge and they dont listen i get so stressed out. i dont want kids and that is for sure. i see how upset my mom gets with me and the rest of the gang and i wouldnt want to have to put up with it every day. i mean u r in charge of someone elses life and how they grow up is a reflection of how you raise them and i would be too worried that i would screw them up. So anyway moving on from that i guess i feel like i have really matured lately. i mean i always thought i was mature but i have grown up. especially when it comes to guys, i use to be so dumb and i would switch boyfriends liek every 2 weeks and i couldnt hold a guy for a month cuz i would get so bored. and i am very happy to say that lately i have been doing a lot better with most people. oh, also with physical stuff.. i use to be sooooo affraid of doing things with guys cuz i didnt want to seem like a slut. cuz i hate guys that will just get with anything, i think it is a lack of character. like i have this friend who might not even like this girl but if he finds out that she likes him then he will automatically like her. and i think thats fucked up. So, heather has been gone for a week now. and that has been kicking my ass pretty bad. i miss her, she is the only girl friend i have. she would sit and talk about makeup and nails and we could shop together. i have grown up a tom boy my whole life, until i decided that being a girl was fun and she really made it a good time. I hope that she likes her new house and school. i would be really nervous to change lives like that but i mean if she is happy then thats all the counts. i might get to go c her over the summer and that would be so much fun!
well what else, i still dont have a boyfriend, i ahve my eye set on someone but i dont think it is gunna workout. but hey, its alright cuz i dont think he and i have that much in common anyway! Also i realized thatr guys with girlfriends flirt with other girls all the time, and if was there girlfriend dude u better know that i would have a problem with that. cuz flirting leasto doing things that get you in trouble. i hate it when guys flirt with me and their girlfriend is standing like 3 feet away i am like "damn dude i bet you she is burning holes through the back of your head with her eyes" but w/e guys r weird i will never understand them.
well i am off to my wonderful bed, i hope that eveyone has a great spring break and be safe!! love you all lots!
xoxo- gab