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i cried tonight more than i have my whole life...
so kaitlin came over at 8, then we talked until 8:30, and THEN i realized that i had made the biggest mistake of my life..... I LOVE LUKE and i am dumb to not realize that. so what if i have doubts, everyone does. and so i then realized that if i didnt do something i would regret it FOREVER! we drove over to his house in PJ's in all, with smeered makeup and no shoes, and i told him sorry and that i loved him, and i had a lot more to say but i was gunna cry so i stopped talking. here is how it went or i think it went cuz i dont really remember.
ME "hey i wanted to tell you i am sorry. i know that what i said today hurt your feelings, but i was just frustrated and confused. i know that you are probably mad at me, but realize that i am human and i make mistakes. i came to talk to you in my pj's with smeered makeup and no shoes, and i know that that has to mean something. i dont expect you to just take me back, but please think about it..........."
LUKE "Gabrial (which is his nickname for me) i dont even have to think about it"
and so once again life is perfect, cuz kaitlin and i have restored it. he and i are together and i am so glad, god a month and a week on sunday :) yahoo!
Kaitlin i love you soo much you are my best friend and i thank you for saving my life! seriously i would die without you!
so kaitlin came over at 8, then we talked until 8:30, and THEN i realized that i had made the biggest mistake of my life..... I LOVE LUKE and i am dumb to not realize that. so what if i have doubts, everyone does. and so i then realized that if i didnt do something i would regret it FOREVER! we drove over to his house in PJ's in all, with smeered makeup and no shoes, and i told him sorry and that i loved him, and i had a lot more to say but i was gunna cry so i stopped talking. here is how it went or i think it went cuz i dont really remember.
ME "hey i wanted to tell you i am sorry. i know that what i said today hurt your feelings, but i was just frustrated and confused. i know that you are probably mad at me, but realize that i am human and i make mistakes. i came to talk to you in my pj's with smeered makeup and no shoes, and i know that that has to mean something. i dont expect you to just take me back, but please think about it..........."
LUKE "Gabrial (which is his nickname for me) i dont even have to think about it"
and so once again life is perfect, cuz kaitlin and i have restored it. he and i are together and i am so glad, god a month and a week on sunday :) yahoo!
Kaitlin i love you soo much you are my best friend and i thank you for saving my life! seriously i would die without you!