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Isn't it amazing how you can find your self in such a bad place in your life, when you think you walking alone and then out of nowhere you get a wize word from the lest expected person. Well in the last 48 hours I spoke to a very old friend whome I believed to nolonger be a "close" friend, just more of an aquaintance. I thought that my life was in shambels and he made me realize that this is just a test for the harder things that are to come in my life, that it's only a way of preparing me for the greater things that I will have come to me in my life. You know, to keep me humble, and I learned a valuable lesson about life and how to view it. Instead of looking at people and asking why they have life so easy even thought they are not what one would consider a "good" person, my friend showed me to look at these people as a lesson to myself and that they were there to show me how not to live my life. In the last twenty-four hours I have started to feel more and more better about my recent life. I have come clean about my accident with my father, whome was mad, but came around and realized that I was not my fault. So now I learned that even though you might not see your "close" friends that often that doesnt mean that they can't be the people you go to when shit hits the fan.