HAVE NO FUCKIN CLUE

[g_to_the_rizzle]

TODAY HAS BEEN A FUCKED UP DAY. I HAD TO SIT THERE AND WATCH ONE OF MY FRIENDS CRY FOR FUCKING EVER AND IT GOT TO ME. BABY GIRL U KNO I LOVE YOU AND CARE ABOUT YOU. ALL I WANNA SEE IS U HAPPY AND CRY NO MORE. I ACTUALLY FELT SOMETHING TONIGHT WHEN I WAS AROUND YOU. WHEN U AND I GOT OUT OF THE TRUCK AND I WAS HOLDIN YOU IT FELT LIKE U WERE GLAD TO KNO THAT I CARED AND U KNEW I WAS THERE. I FELT LIKE THE GRINCH WHEN HIS HEART GOT BIGGER AND SHIT. BUT WHILE I WAS HOLDING YOU I FELT ALL LOVING AND CARING. U ACTUALLY MADE ME FEEL DIFFERENT. THERE WAS A FEELING OF SOME SORT BUT I'M NOT GOING TO EXPLAIN. I CALL U BABY GIRL FOR A REASON AND U KNO WHAT THAT IS. BUT NOW IMMA HAVE TO LET IT GO. I HAVE NO CHOICE TO. BUT I HAVE NEVER CARED SO MUCH BEFORE LIKE HOW I DID WITH YOU. AS LONG AS I'M AROUND I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU. MEGHAN ONE DAY I'LL HOLD YOU TO SO THAT WAY U CAN FEEL LOVED. LOL. NAH BUT SERIOUSLY I WILL ONE DAY. I WANT BOTH OF YOU TO KNO THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR U ONLY IF IT WILL HELP YOU IN SOME KIND OF WAY. NAH FUCK THAT I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR U BITCHES ONLY IN REASON. YA DIG. IF UR HAPPY WITH CHRIS SO BE IT. MEGHAN IF U HAPPY CRUSHIN ON SOMEONE U CAN'T HAVE RIGHT NOW SO BE IT. BUT ONE DAY TIME WILL COME AND SHIT WILL HAPPEN. I'D RATHER HAVE THE BOTH OF YOU AS FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS. WORDS SPOKEN TRUTHFULLY. THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BETWEEN US AND U KNO IT. SO WHAT ALL OF US HAVE TO DO IS MAKE THE BEST OF THINGS EVEN IF THEY ARE NOT WHAT WE WANT. ALL I ASK IS JUST TRY. SAMANTHA UR TITS ARE REALLY BURNT. I WASN'T LOOKIN I PROMISE. LOL. J/K HOW COULD ANYBODY MISS THOSE RED JUGGLIES. LOL. HAHAHA I'M FUCKIN FUNNY AS HELL. HEHE.HAHA. BUT I'M OUT WITHOUT A TRACE AND NO ONE CAN FIND ME. SO PEACE TO THE MIDDLE EAST AND C YA ON DA FLIPSIDE. OH YEAH ONE MORE THING. MEGHAN LIKE UR S/N SAYS URKISSWLDKILLME. UR RIGHT MINE PROLLY WOULD. BUT U'LL NEVER KNO AND NITHER WILL YOU SAMANTHA. CUZ YA'LL CAN'T HANDLE THE GRIZZLE FOSHIZZLE NIZZLE. WHAT NOW. BUT SERIOUSLY YA'LL CAN'T HANDLE ME. AND I'M BEING SERIOUS WHAT NOW BITCH.
PEACE