life

[g_stuck]

well i havn't updated in a long time....i've been thinking bout life and the past and shit lately and i was thinking how weird it is that you talk to people one year and there the closest people to you in your life then stuff happens and its like your dead to them...i think its one of the worst things that can happen...especially when its ppl who were sucha big part of your past and made you who your are now.

i hate all the lil fights ppl get in and all the stuff thats not needed...as much as i think i've grown in the past year there still more i need to work on...i think i become attached to easy and take stuff personaly to much....except for fake ppl i think i'm much easier going round ppl now and shit....most ppl tell me that....

i guess i'm ok where life is at now...i work alot and feel alone sometimes...but i have alot of great things to life with like my friends and family....and as much as i might want more like relationship wise i can't look for it...it just happens and i guess its just not my turn for it to happen....and i might wish for that but i would rather see james and jesse happy

well enough bout that....last night went to see a movie with bravo, james, jesse, wettje, tiff, lauren, jesse and trish.....then we went to tree street and left bravo there cuz he ran outta the car lol....well last night was fun idk what i'm doing today hopfully somthing good....well see