Mar 04, 2007 13:55
are...not good. They may even be worse than I realized.
I have a lot of big, bright, glossy buttons, and I tend to attract people who want to push them...over and over and over again. It's skewed my perception of humanity. I haven't been able to train myself not to respond. I've closed myself off to the world in an effort to escape it. The isolation is making me sick.
Every time I crack a part of myself open to let in some daylight, they seem to be standing right there...waiting for me.