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Nov 28, 2006 20:08

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orchidcircle November 28 2006, 20:51:31 UTC
... Matt..

[ Ran's turn! And look, he dropped the honorifics! ]

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g_oggles November 28 2006, 22:03:43 UTC
haha, ran
you still don't think i'm

twisted?

don't come

[!!! OMG no honorifics; it's a sign of the apocalypse! XD]

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orchidcircle November 28 2006, 22:10:36 UTC
I think all you are is in pain, Matt.

.. I'm here for you.

[ ;o; CTP will survive you broken glue-stick! :D ]

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g_oggles November 29 2006, 07:53:24 UTC
i'm not, i should be i don't know, i--

no. NOnonono,don'tcome, please, don't come, i shouldn't
stay away

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orchidcircle November 29 2006, 08:59:13 UTC
.. Matt, I'm here already. But I wont bother you.

I just want you to have someone if you want them in your grief. No one thinks badly of you.. you're not..

You're not worthless.

[ooc; Now he dropped the third person, whut!]

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g_oggles November 29 2006, 09:36:38 UTC
ranmaru, do you know why I can't see in the light?
i'm not meant to
i'm not supposed to
i'm not allowed to
i was raised to work in the shadows

...i crossed that line

You shouldn't know me.

[ooc; Matt's punctuation and grammar returned!...meaning he's at least more sane, but still bitter. DX]

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orchidcircle November 29 2006, 11:20:37 UTC
Are shadows possible without light, Matt..? The light needs to hit a barrier.. and cast the shadow it does. In a way.. the shadow's a necessity to the light, than the light is to the shadow.

Why shouldn't I..? We're friends, aren't we?

[ooc; Ranmaru's remembering stuff from Oblivion. ;< ]

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g_oggles November 29 2006, 11:39:05 UTC
I'm not supposed to leave the shadow.
I'm not supposed to be anyone's friend.
I'm not meant to. I'm not allowed to.
I'm supposed to be a tool, that's how I was raised.
A tool, a dog, something to be used and thrown away after serving its purpose.

I can't afford to cross the line again.
i'm sorry

[ooc; I'msosorryRanRanT^T]

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orchidcircle November 29 2006, 11:48:29 UTC
...

You're no longer in that world, Matt. The world without lights and shadows.. you're in this world, of eternal night.

You're in this world. Not in that.

Not in that one. It's not like you could go to it, anymore..

Don't.

...

But no matter how many times I say it.. it wont be enough, will it..?

[ooc; He forgives him. ;-;]

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g_oggles November 29 2006, 12:02:30 UTC
The world changed, but I can't.
i want to but i don't know how, i'm not allowed to

...I...don't know
I'm sorry.

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orchidcircle November 29 2006, 12:05:51 UTC
... you can't change, when you don't want to. Give it time.

It'll be alright.

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