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well guess what...more bullshit is getting rained down on me. are we surpised? i really think not.
before i went to work (which sucked by the way but i'm not gonna complain about it in here, i'd rather just pretend tonight never happened) i got one of those fucking notes on my door. you know, the notes they always put there telling us whenever they're gonna shit all over us. well this one was their best work yet. starting monday (which to them, somehow starts on 11 pm sunday now) the phone rates will be changing from five free phone calls a day to two free minutes at the beginning of the first call, and five cents a minute after that. which basically means, i can't go online anymore unless i wanna pay 80 bucks a day to do so. what do they think this is, a fucking phone sex line?!?!?! people need to get in touch with their families here, for crying out fucking loud! i am so fucking pissed off right now. i JUST got a paid journal last week. and this was the reason i'd been declining before when Diane said she'd get me one for xmas...because i knew that once i got one something shitty like this would happen. i'll probably be able to go over to matt's mom's and use hers to update every week or so, but that's about it. and it's not like i can read slash over there, she'd kill me. my beautiful slash :'(
i'm sorry if i'm being overdramatic or seem selfish in any way. i don't mean to be at all. it would be one thing if matt's parents were changing ISP's, and i wouldn't be mad if that happened...disappointed and depressed for a little while, but not angry, since they don't have to let us piggyback onto their msn account. it just seems like every time i get something good, someone has to be a dick and take it away from me by making it impossible for me to afford anything. i get free internet, and now i can't even use it. thanks a fucking assload, Hamilton Inn. you pieces of dogshit.
ok so anyway, i mentioned Benadryll and bubble suits in my last entry. the reason for this is that i have some sort of skin allergy that makes me break out in itching, burning hives. i'm not trying to be gross, and if i am just skip this part or something, i don't know. but it's really been bothering me, to the point where i haven't been getting good sleep at night because i've been waking up itching everywhere and covered head to toe with hives. so finally i called cvs. after much prodding from Matt (i didn't want to ask a stranger what to do about hives, i've been so emabarrassed about these things you have no idea) and they suggested Benadryll. duh, Rae! why didn't i think of that.
so i took some this morning and took a nap before work, and so far it seems to be working well. i've only had a couple of flareups but those, as i've discovered by working tonight, have been because of my stress levels skyrocketing. but i don't feel like clawing my skin off anymore, and that's a definite plus. it'll take a few days to take full effect, but i feel a lot better now. so at least i'm getting my health back, which is awesome. i can't say things are all bad.
i get to see the ring 2 tomorrow, in its entirety. from the twenty or so minutes i've already watched it's pretty much just like the first one, only with more people involved. but i guess we'll see, eh? i'm gonna go finish dinner and watch halloween 5 now. i really, really need a good shot of 80's cheese right about now.
before i went to work (which sucked by the way but i'm not gonna complain about it in here, i'd rather just pretend tonight never happened) i got one of those fucking notes on my door. you know, the notes they always put there telling us whenever they're gonna shit all over us. well this one was their best work yet. starting monday (which to them, somehow starts on 11 pm sunday now) the phone rates will be changing from five free phone calls a day to two free minutes at the beginning of the first call, and five cents a minute after that. which basically means, i can't go online anymore unless i wanna pay 80 bucks a day to do so. what do they think this is, a fucking phone sex line?!?!?! people need to get in touch with their families here, for crying out fucking loud! i am so fucking pissed off right now. i JUST got a paid journal last week. and this was the reason i'd been declining before when Diane said she'd get me one for xmas...because i knew that once i got one something shitty like this would happen. i'll probably be able to go over to matt's mom's and use hers to update every week or so, but that's about it. and it's not like i can read slash over there, she'd kill me. my beautiful slash :'(
i'm sorry if i'm being overdramatic or seem selfish in any way. i don't mean to be at all. it would be one thing if matt's parents were changing ISP's, and i wouldn't be mad if that happened...disappointed and depressed for a little while, but not angry, since they don't have to let us piggyback onto their msn account. it just seems like every time i get something good, someone has to be a dick and take it away from me by making it impossible for me to afford anything. i get free internet, and now i can't even use it. thanks a fucking assload, Hamilton Inn. you pieces of dogshit.
ok so anyway, i mentioned Benadryll and bubble suits in my last entry. the reason for this is that i have some sort of skin allergy that makes me break out in itching, burning hives. i'm not trying to be gross, and if i am just skip this part or something, i don't know. but it's really been bothering me, to the point where i haven't been getting good sleep at night because i've been waking up itching everywhere and covered head to toe with hives. so finally i called cvs. after much prodding from Matt (i didn't want to ask a stranger what to do about hives, i've been so emabarrassed about these things you have no idea) and they suggested Benadryll. duh, Rae! why didn't i think of that.
so i took some this morning and took a nap before work, and so far it seems to be working well. i've only had a couple of flareups but those, as i've discovered by working tonight, have been because of my stress levels skyrocketing. but i don't feel like clawing my skin off anymore, and that's a definite plus. it'll take a few days to take full effect, but i feel a lot better now. so at least i'm getting my health back, which is awesome. i can't say things are all bad.
i get to see the ring 2 tomorrow, in its entirety. from the twenty or so minutes i've already watched it's pretty much just like the first one, only with more people involved. but i guess we'll see, eh? i'm gonna go finish dinner and watch halloween 5 now. i really, really need a good shot of 80's cheese right about now.