every fuckin day

Jan 29, 2018 00:06


Baby breathe

baby breathe your

dysmetric asynchrony

breathe, Baby BREATHE

you are pretty        blue you are slowly now quickly dying

tugging and pulling skin over ribs I see

you're working so hard to get air into--

I'm going to have to--

make you breathe

with a thin plastic cylinder in your throat

your momma cries your daddies bears down fists he

doesn't know how to make this better Baby BREATHE!!!

Drugs/IVs/lines/Drains/Doses/Nebulizers/Orders/Pushes/Meds/STAT      now

it's all going downhill

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Baby breathes

they are

In-tu-ba-ted, say it calmly they never understand

Your 6 wk old has a tube in her lungs and a machine doing all the work that your

genes were supposed to do, no you

didn't do anything wrong

this kind of thing happens

to anyone

to anyone

to me

your baby breathes with this machine

i keep him comfortable while he battles

molecules of a virus and he seems to be stable, which is another way of saying okay it's not okay

okay this could happen to anyone

to anyone

to anyone

yes, to you

yes, to me

yes, it happened

to me, it was me

me

tell your family hands clasped so tight

I pray, do you? I barely believe, so family

pray this baby breathes

again

and again

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