I am back...
Dear diary,
It has been such a very long time since I have updated you, unfortunantly I have been distracted by my current lifestyle, of study and work.
Since we last had a chat I started back at work and became an assistant in the pre-kindy room. I also had a boyfriend whom I dumped three months later because I could no longer ignore the disgust I felt with myself when I was around him. Although my life has steadily gotten back on track my heart will never be whole again... There will always be a large gap were she should have been.
Catherine is back in my life again, the one whom I feel may be my soul-mate...Although she mostly ignores my existence. So again I am all alone, torn between what is right and what is wrong...
So tomorrow I begin my emergency diet once again, the only way I know how to cope.
Current Stats:
CW: 53kgs
Height: 5'3
GW1: 52kgs
GW2: 51kgs
GW3: 50kgs
Goodnight!
Love Gioia xo