what is an R paper
for a long time, i had this notion that the R paper signified a high degree of embarrassment upon oneself. i was clearly aware of where i stood, and it was this fear of being exposed to public scorn, that motivated me. although i am not quite certain of its extent, i do admit that it played a part, with the effect of other contributing factors, all of which culminated to building my high self esteem.
Until recently, have i been truly beleagured by the detrimental effects of this stigmatized idea. The fear that runs so deep and strong seems to call rudely at me each time i try to avoid facing the impending challenge. i thought that i could, and would always be able to tread free of these undesired grounds. but i was wrong. the situation i am presently handling, is like a game requiring four players, of which three are only present. the game will not begin.
today has been a new encounter.
i can say that i have organised my thoughts into a new perspective.
while i had been engaged in this mental battle, others in the same boat, facing the crisis with me (or should i say 'situation'), were more to going straight for the problem and solving it. rather than being encircled by all the unneccessary apprehension, the simplistic, but incisive approach could well prove a more immediate cure to the problem.
Until recently, have i been truly beleagured by the detrimental effects of this stigmatized idea. The fear that runs so deep and strong seems to call rudely at me each time i try to avoid facing the impending challenge. i thought that i could, and would always be able to tread free of these undesired grounds. but i was wrong. the situation i am presently handling, is like a game requiring four players, of which three are only present. the game will not begin.
today has been a new encounter.
i can say that i have organised my thoughts into a new perspective.
while i had been engaged in this mental battle, others in the same boat, facing the crisis with me (or should i say 'situation'), were more to going straight for the problem and solving it. rather than being encircled by all the unneccessary apprehension, the simplistic, but incisive approach could well prove a more immediate cure to the problem.