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so im feeling pretty depressed tonight. it sucks. mary is really sick so she went to sleep. peter is outside. brandon is sleeping because he has to work early tomorrow. i feel really crappy.
its so annoying. im stressed about money. i dont have the money to be able to get plane tickets as much as i want to and its really stressful having this long distance thing. im just gonna have to suck it up and work in financial aid more hours even though its torturous. i want to be able to buy things for people without having to worry that im gonna be broke as heck.
i mean, im grateful that my parents pay for like everything...the essentials but i dont have any money to do anything else. a lot of this crap is cuz of the wonderful time of the month! ANNOYING. and...im just feeling really emotional..i guess thats only to be expected right now but its just so annoying and overwhelming and i just wish i could have brandon here right now.
i have a feeling im gonan start bawling tonight for no apparent reason. i love being a girl.
its so annoying. im stressed about money. i dont have the money to be able to get plane tickets as much as i want to and its really stressful having this long distance thing. im just gonna have to suck it up and work in financial aid more hours even though its torturous. i want to be able to buy things for people without having to worry that im gonna be broke as heck.
i mean, im grateful that my parents pay for like everything...the essentials but i dont have any money to do anything else. a lot of this crap is cuz of the wonderful time of the month! ANNOYING. and...im just feeling really emotional..i guess thats only to be expected right now but its just so annoying and overwhelming and i just wish i could have brandon here right now.
i have a feeling im gonan start bawling tonight for no apparent reason. i love being a girl.