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The other night, I watch the moon while it was setting, just before it drifted off slowly behind some clouds. I was mesmerized by its beauty... T'was only half of the moon, but it was large and red-ish of color.
Chi lingers in slow moving things and even frum a distance I could feel the moon's tranquility calming my nerves, my toothache among other ailments.
There are a # of reasons I haven't updated recently.... T'was in 'bama with nullie and her parents and had a grand old time. A few of us went catfishin' and I was the only one who caught one...til nullie's dad showed up and caught three as soon as he got there! The day after we fried them up and they were delicious! Nullie showed me a lot down there, I met some of her friends who are also pretty cool. Nullie n me went to Helen Keller's home, which was interesting, I found out that HK went to one of the schools my momz went to fer a lil while.... I was treated to southern hospitality and when it was time to come home again I wasn't quite yet ready to go.... G finish hooked! (To a buncha things down there.... I'll refrain fer now from sharin' all of it but one is the shower that was installed by nullie's dad, it's CHAMP! The best damn shower I ever been in! Apologies to the Legg's shower which comes in @ a close 2nd)
And maybe for good reason that I didn't wanna leave 'bama, cuz when I got home I got all sorts of stressed out. The birth of a mild toothache, my mom drivin me nuts, and then when I thought I was past it, some chump hacker hijacked my gumbi703 sn.... As well as 2 others....after he stole the first one I had this conversation with them:
Antique: ?
geedouthomie: Huh?
Antique: what?
geedouthomie: Who's this and why was my sn hijacked?
Antique: what screen name?
geedouthomie: Gumbi
Antique: oh
Antique: its because you're new
geedouthomie: New? To what?
geedouthomie: I had that sn for years
Antique: :-*
geedouthomie: So why?
Antique: i needed a new screen name
geedouthomie: But mines is mines
Antique: www.aim.com
geedouthomie: Whut about it?
Antique: go make a new one
geedouthomie: Why do I gotta make a new one?
Antique: because i own your old one?
That's when he stole that sn and then I used another to bother them a little more about stealing 2 sn's and then the 3rd was taken.
They weren't an administrator or anything but I wouldn't be surprized if the aim thru the sk is just vulnerable to people takin over the aim and changing the password.
So I lost everything...my whole buddy list and my sn that I had for years...(t'was my first ever aim sn)... If u got me on ur buddy list, and see me online, perhaps u should just block it and avoid it at all costs... Cuz that aint me and who ever it is, is perpetratin...I don't like posers!
Some people thought it was funny, and well at the time I didn't...don't really now, but don't really care much for it at all really, I have been debating whut new sn I was gonna try on for size for a good while and well here's my motivation to do so....I just didn't think, I'd have to start from scratch on my buddy list...
Oh well, s'all good =)
I took quite a bit of time makin a new sn... I made a bunch... One I have finally started giving out.... thabr0uhaha hit me up so I can add ya
So my quest to fix my mom's computer began...around the sametime my toothache started to get pretty bad... I wonder if there's a connection there? Heheh maybe it was all those sweets down in 'bama =]
I finally managed to get an appt on monday, then got set up with a root canal on tuesday....good thing too cuz tuesday morning before my root canal my jaw was startin to swell. Today its wednesday, my jaw feels tons better... Its still swollen but that's okay, I think it looks kinda funny and I ask my friends if they notice somethin different about me... The lewis boys (ml and bl) seemed to try to be nice about it... "U can barely notice it" they'd say
The others will say, "Yah I noticed ur fat cheek from a mile away"
I suppose I look like a chipmunk storin food heehee...
The computer was fixed for about a day, and then crapped out again. Yesterday I went and bought some new parts and still gotta get some more today
But cregghead is helpin me out and we off to a great start with all this new stuff.... Next step is to get cable internet installed at home and then get my momz on the waiting list for a sorenson videofone. It'll be handy when I move out to az...as we have a videofone at asu and we tryin to get one fer our apt...
Oooh so I got my new address, Beefa has allowed me a spot in her livingroom, which I shall call home in az, THANX BEEFA! I AHLuvooOOo!
While in 'bama I sent my resume to work at ASU as a 'terp... If I don't get hired then ima be frantically lookin fer a job...modeling isn't my thing but many say I could if I wanted to....(what are they smokin QQ heh) And I found a company that might even take me, down in az -but I gotta get some pix first.
However my trip out to az has been delayed a lil bit until I get crowned (crowing my root canal that is) in mid sept.....
Anyways the point of this whole entry or the running theme in my head is that I must not ever forget about the seed of light in the field of darkness, nor should I forget about the seed of dark in the field of lightness. While I got bummed about some things, the aim hijacker, my mom's computer, my tooth and my mom drivin me nuts about everything here and there and everything in between, and movin out to az (there's a ton of reasons why ima happy to move and why ima bummed too)
I introduced nullie to taoism and she is fallen right into it! She was the one who brought me a seed of light while I was chillen in my field of darkness and feelin quite disconnected. Nullie, I am quite thankful and happy for it. ThankooOOoo!
Cregghead n his newly wed wife mentioned to me that they wanted to have a surprize g'bye party fer me before I go to az, but they dunno any of my friends... So if it went down I'd have to gather the people myself...and honestly I don't think many would show...and it of course wouldn't be much of a surprize haha
I threw the idea out to some of my homies around the way and they didn't say anything... There was a lull after I mentioned it and the biggest response I got was: *blink*
So perhaps I won't persue it, but I'll who knows haha
There is still so much to mention.... And perhaps even more I gotta do... I'm typin this inbetween errands and what not.
However I'll end this with a note on pets.... I once was dating a gurl and bought her a hedgehog... When we broke up it of course became hers but when she went outta town I would watch over him. His name was Prickle. My ex had asked me to watch him but I couldn't since I was goin down to 'bama... Well Prickle died just before she made it back....
He had a pretty happy life, and I missed him after me n my ex broke up ...I even painted big picture of him sleeping.
"Ohm" little Prickle
(If I remma correctly, according to buddhists in Oz; "ohm" was said when something died so that their next life would be better than the last)
One of my cats, my mom's cat, brittany... Had a check up at the vet...they say she's goin blind.... She does have some sort of benign tumor on her eyeball...and is currenntly at anotha vet's havin surgury on it... Actually the surgery is over, but I can't pick her up for anotha hour... And this vet dr told me she's not going blind...she has normal eye sight loss for a senior cat...*whew*
I always thought it was strange, particularly right after the first vet told me she was blind....I would wake up in the morning and she'd be starin at me the whole time hopin' I'd feed her.
So there's proof, maybe a second opinion or pov is needed to better understand somethin.
Anyways, soon I'm gonna go pick up brittany and bring her home, she'll be happy. But I gotta lay down for a lil bit, despite all the drugs that I'm takin fer my tooth my head hurts pretty bad.
And afta I get my cat I still gots much to do-do
*yawn*
"For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin... But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life." -Alfred Souza
Chi lingers in slow moving things and even frum a distance I could feel the moon's tranquility calming my nerves, my toothache among other ailments.
There are a # of reasons I haven't updated recently.... T'was in 'bama with nullie and her parents and had a grand old time. A few of us went catfishin' and I was the only one who caught one...til nullie's dad showed up and caught three as soon as he got there! The day after we fried them up and they were delicious! Nullie showed me a lot down there, I met some of her friends who are also pretty cool. Nullie n me went to Helen Keller's home, which was interesting, I found out that HK went to one of the schools my momz went to fer a lil while.... I was treated to southern hospitality and when it was time to come home again I wasn't quite yet ready to go.... G finish hooked! (To a buncha things down there.... I'll refrain fer now from sharin' all of it but one is the shower that was installed by nullie's dad, it's CHAMP! The best damn shower I ever been in! Apologies to the Legg's shower which comes in @ a close 2nd)
And maybe for good reason that I didn't wanna leave 'bama, cuz when I got home I got all sorts of stressed out. The birth of a mild toothache, my mom drivin me nuts, and then when I thought I was past it, some chump hacker hijacked my gumbi703 sn.... As well as 2 others....after he stole the first one I had this conversation with them:
Antique: ?
geedouthomie: Huh?
Antique: what?
geedouthomie: Who's this and why was my sn hijacked?
Antique: what screen name?
geedouthomie: Gumbi
Antique: oh
Antique: its because you're new
geedouthomie: New? To what?
geedouthomie: I had that sn for years
Antique: :-*
geedouthomie: So why?
Antique: i needed a new screen name
geedouthomie: But mines is mines
Antique: www.aim.com
geedouthomie: Whut about it?
Antique: go make a new one
geedouthomie: Why do I gotta make a new one?
Antique: because i own your old one?
That's when he stole that sn and then I used another to bother them a little more about stealing 2 sn's and then the 3rd was taken.
They weren't an administrator or anything but I wouldn't be surprized if the aim thru the sk is just vulnerable to people takin over the aim and changing the password.
So I lost everything...my whole buddy list and my sn that I had for years...(t'was my first ever aim sn)... If u got me on ur buddy list, and see me online, perhaps u should just block it and avoid it at all costs... Cuz that aint me and who ever it is, is perpetratin...I don't like posers!
Some people thought it was funny, and well at the time I didn't...don't really now, but don't really care much for it at all really, I have been debating whut new sn I was gonna try on for size for a good while and well here's my motivation to do so....I just didn't think, I'd have to start from scratch on my buddy list...
Oh well, s'all good =)
I took quite a bit of time makin a new sn... I made a bunch... One I have finally started giving out.... thabr0uhaha hit me up so I can add ya
So my quest to fix my mom's computer began...around the sametime my toothache started to get pretty bad... I wonder if there's a connection there? Heheh maybe it was all those sweets down in 'bama =]
I finally managed to get an appt on monday, then got set up with a root canal on tuesday....good thing too cuz tuesday morning before my root canal my jaw was startin to swell. Today its wednesday, my jaw feels tons better... Its still swollen but that's okay, I think it looks kinda funny and I ask my friends if they notice somethin different about me... The lewis boys (ml and bl) seemed to try to be nice about it... "U can barely notice it" they'd say
The others will say, "Yah I noticed ur fat cheek from a mile away"
I suppose I look like a chipmunk storin food heehee...
The computer was fixed for about a day, and then crapped out again. Yesterday I went and bought some new parts and still gotta get some more today
But cregghead is helpin me out and we off to a great start with all this new stuff.... Next step is to get cable internet installed at home and then get my momz on the waiting list for a sorenson videofone. It'll be handy when I move out to az...as we have a videofone at asu and we tryin to get one fer our apt...
Oooh so I got my new address, Beefa has allowed me a spot in her livingroom, which I shall call home in az, THANX BEEFA! I AHLuvooOOo!
While in 'bama I sent my resume to work at ASU as a 'terp... If I don't get hired then ima be frantically lookin fer a job...modeling isn't my thing but many say I could if I wanted to....(what are they smokin QQ heh) And I found a company that might even take me, down in az -but I gotta get some pix first.
However my trip out to az has been delayed a lil bit until I get crowned (crowing my root canal that is) in mid sept.....
Anyways the point of this whole entry or the running theme in my head is that I must not ever forget about the seed of light in the field of darkness, nor should I forget about the seed of dark in the field of lightness. While I got bummed about some things, the aim hijacker, my mom's computer, my tooth and my mom drivin me nuts about everything here and there and everything in between, and movin out to az (there's a ton of reasons why ima happy to move and why ima bummed too)
I introduced nullie to taoism and she is fallen right into it! She was the one who brought me a seed of light while I was chillen in my field of darkness and feelin quite disconnected. Nullie, I am quite thankful and happy for it. ThankooOOoo!
Cregghead n his newly wed wife mentioned to me that they wanted to have a surprize g'bye party fer me before I go to az, but they dunno any of my friends... So if it went down I'd have to gather the people myself...and honestly I don't think many would show...and it of course wouldn't be much of a surprize haha
I threw the idea out to some of my homies around the way and they didn't say anything... There was a lull after I mentioned it and the biggest response I got was: *blink*
So perhaps I won't persue it, but I'll who knows haha
There is still so much to mention.... And perhaps even more I gotta do... I'm typin this inbetween errands and what not.
However I'll end this with a note on pets.... I once was dating a gurl and bought her a hedgehog... When we broke up it of course became hers but when she went outta town I would watch over him. His name was Prickle. My ex had asked me to watch him but I couldn't since I was goin down to 'bama... Well Prickle died just before she made it back....
He had a pretty happy life, and I missed him after me n my ex broke up ...I even painted big picture of him sleeping.
"Ohm" little Prickle
(If I remma correctly, according to buddhists in Oz; "ohm" was said when something died so that their next life would be better than the last)
One of my cats, my mom's cat, brittany... Had a check up at the vet...they say she's goin blind.... She does have some sort of benign tumor on her eyeball...and is currenntly at anotha vet's havin surgury on it... Actually the surgery is over, but I can't pick her up for anotha hour... And this vet dr told me she's not going blind...she has normal eye sight loss for a senior cat...*whew*
I always thought it was strange, particularly right after the first vet told me she was blind....I would wake up in the morning and she'd be starin at me the whole time hopin' I'd feed her.
So there's proof, maybe a second opinion or pov is needed to better understand somethin.
Anyways, soon I'm gonna go pick up brittany and bring her home, she'll be happy. But I gotta lay down for a lil bit, despite all the drugs that I'm takin fer my tooth my head hurts pretty bad.
And afta I get my cat I still gots much to do-do
*yawn*
"For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin... But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life." -Alfred Souza