Dec 12, 2005 00:44
UGH!!
So finals are this week and I feel sooo unprepared. What the hell am I gonna do!? When I registered for this semester, I didn't really think about what finals would be like with 19 freaking units!! I have sooo much shit to do this week... I think I'm gonna go bald when I'm like 21!! haha Jk. Anyway, Other than the fact that I have a whole lot to do before the semester is over...I am actually really happy! Wanna know why? Too bad!!! haha naw, I'm happy because I get to go SNOWBOARDING!!!! Can you believe my parents got the hook ups on a condo in Lake Tahoe for like a week!? Sick, I know! I can't wait because I just got a new board, boots, and bindings that need to be de-virginized. It's going to be sooo fun and sooooooooo well deserved! I worked my ASS off this semester! Proud of me!? Me too! :)
Anyway, I still can't figure the whole Lisa situation out. She leaves me for another guy, tells me she "can't" talk to me. Then she changes her mind and breaks up with the guy (supposedly). Then she gets back with the guy she left me for and says she can't talk to me again. THEN HE breaks up with her and she starts calling again! Then I tell her I think it be best not to talk and to move on...then she KEEPS calling me! WTF!? Like I'm supposed to answer whenever it's convenient for her!? HELL NAW!!!
I still care about her as a friend and all but I just need some time to do that and ONLY that. Learn to care for her solely as a friend again. Things will work out in the end...I hope...
Oh! So I talked to Matthew today...DAMN! That fool got me so hyped up about turning 21! He's like "Yea man, when you turn 21, we'll be hittin up all the clubs downtown and just freakin PARTYIN!!" haha Guess what else I realized!? I'm graduating in JUNE!!! haha!! June 1st! And my b-day is May 30!! You know what that means don't you!?? PAAAARRRRTTTTYYYY!!! haha I'm so happy I will be 21 for Grad! YESSSSSS!!!
Ok, I should be getting back to studying now. I keep going off on all these tangents.
Have a grrreat day and... MISS ME!! :)
p.s. everyone keeps telling me i need to get on myspace...should I??....NAAAHHHH haha!! I love my anonymity waaay too much! It's like a warm blanket! :) ahhhh