Sorry..
Sorry for my scene earlier..
I wasn't really thinking properly..
But the more I think about myself, and what kind of things I worry about..
The more unhappy I feel..
Why do I worry about things, I shouldn't worry about at all??
I really don't have a clue..
I feel like I can't do anything right.
Brenda sometimes says things.. that really hurt.
She doesn't mean it that way.. I know that, but still, it hurts.
I know that I'm very stupid too sometimes..
But.. between all my dreaming about the guys from Green Day, and Jason..
I'm very much like a ghost, not awear of what I say.
I just say the wrong things most of the time.
But I just hope.. that someday.. luck will be on my side, and that I will meet them. They just mean so much to me. You can have everything, if I could just meet them.
But I know. I´m living in my own imagination these days..
I could never ever meet them.
Because luck just isn´t on my side, it never was and it will never be.
So, I guess that I´m dreaming again. Thinking how it would feel if I could just talk to them or anything..
They just mean the world to me...
Love you..
Bye bye..
-XxxX-
Tamara
I wasn't really thinking properly..
But the more I think about myself, and what kind of things I worry about..
The more unhappy I feel..
Why do I worry about things, I shouldn't worry about at all??
I really don't have a clue..
I feel like I can't do anything right.
Brenda sometimes says things.. that really hurt.
She doesn't mean it that way.. I know that, but still, it hurts.
I know that I'm very stupid too sometimes..
But.. between all my dreaming about the guys from Green Day, and Jason..
I'm very much like a ghost, not awear of what I say.
I just say the wrong things most of the time.
But I just hope.. that someday.. luck will be on my side, and that I will meet them. They just mean so much to me. You can have everything, if I could just meet them.
But I know. I´m living in my own imagination these days..
I could never ever meet them.
Because luck just isn´t on my side, it never was and it will never be.
So, I guess that I´m dreaming again. Thinking how it would feel if I could just talk to them or anything..
They just mean the world to me...
Love you..
Bye bye..
-XxxX-
Tamara