Letters from the inside
So I went over to the Garcia's yesterday evening and gave Nick his pressie, and I'm very glad to say that he was genuinely touched.
We looked through the photo album that Linda and Antonio had put together documenting the past 18 years of his life and there were some crazy pics of his childhood. I never realised how much Nick closely resembled his papa. And he was the cutest thing as a kid, this tiny little butterball, heehee. We listened to Bjork for a while, which was probably not the wisest of ideas if we are both to move on and forget about each other but it was amazing all the same. I can't get over the fact that we have this connection yet we have to try and deny ourselves. We still find emotionality in the simpliest of touches so we didn't get too carried away but he reached out instinctively and embraced me all that time we were alone.
I think I am falling in a big way. Everytime I think about him (all the time) I feel these strings in my heart tug.............
I just finished writing him the letter I'd promised, which came to 8 pages. Writing some parts of me almost made me cry. :(
Blurrrrrgh.
We looked through the photo album that Linda and Antonio had put together documenting the past 18 years of his life and there were some crazy pics of his childhood. I never realised how much Nick closely resembled his papa. And he was the cutest thing as a kid, this tiny little butterball, heehee. We listened to Bjork for a while, which was probably not the wisest of ideas if we are both to move on and forget about each other but it was amazing all the same. I can't get over the fact that we have this connection yet we have to try and deny ourselves. We still find emotionality in the simpliest of touches so we didn't get too carried away but he reached out instinctively and embraced me all that time we were alone.
I think I am falling in a big way. Everytime I think about him (all the time) I feel these strings in my heart tug.............
I just finished writing him the letter I'd promised, which came to 8 pages. Writing some parts of me almost made me cry. :(
Blurrrrrgh.