Circles
Today was the first of two days off college due to Open Evening but it might as well have been a normal day. Went in around 11ish to meet Sam in the LRC for a marathon session of Media, which incidentally, did not get done as we had anticipated. Everyone was around as usual, except Sal, Dan and Jay. Lorraine and Laura have gone on a double date tonight with the two Dan's, which should be interesting.
Went into town for coffee around 2.45ish, almost fell asleep in Starbucks. My entries are getting more inane and sedated.
Yes, my social life is about as exciting as a cucumber. Yes, I am bitter that my best girlfriends have boyfriends and no longer have as much time for me as I would like. And yes, I hate the fact that Sam and Nick have withdrawn from the rest of us and regressed back to being joined at the hip as a defense mechanism to cope with Dan's separation and the fact that he has a girl and THEY don't. And yes, I do feel unwanted because I am just another girl again to Sam and Nick, on the edge of the chasm that is the inevitable gender divide, despite the demise of the screwiness which supposedly had brought us closer. It's only natural, I admit. And perhaps I would be happily skipping along the same path if I were in their shoes. After all, we're only human.
Went into town for coffee around 2.45ish, almost fell asleep in Starbucks. My entries are getting more inane and sedated.
Yes, my social life is about as exciting as a cucumber. Yes, I am bitter that my best girlfriends have boyfriends and no longer have as much time for me as I would like. And yes, I hate the fact that Sam and Nick have withdrawn from the rest of us and regressed back to being joined at the hip as a defense mechanism to cope with Dan's separation and the fact that he has a girl and THEY don't. And yes, I do feel unwanted because I am just another girl again to Sam and Nick, on the edge of the chasm that is the inevitable gender divide, despite the demise of the screwiness which supposedly had brought us closer. It's only natural, I admit. And perhaps I would be happily skipping along the same path if I were in their shoes. After all, we're only human.