karmatically speaking
well lately i feel like anyone and everyone who has some complaint about me is coming out of the woodwork. yes, something occurred this evening - but i'm getting rather tired of it in general. everyone makes mistakes. i know that i've made WAY more than my fair share of them. however, i would think that people would let things go. however, i'm finding more and more that such is not the case. i am currently at home in jacksonville with the flu. i missed two days of work just to sit around and feel like crap. i'm not complaining about that - it's not exactly like i'm in love with my job anyhow. i would just like to put it out there for anyone who is reading this that feels that i have wronged them in some way that they can feel justified because currently my life is anything BUT what i wanted it to be. i'm working at a job that is barely keeping me a float. there is one person here in jacksonville outside of my family that i can hang out with. at this point, i still haven't applied to any grad programs because i'm so indecisive and keep getting sick. that love of my life is gone and thus the only members of the male sex that i'm interested in are my three cats. all of my truest friends are scattered all over the states and the globe. i am absolutely miserable. so there - find happiness in that.