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a lot of shit has happened in the past few weeks.
im on the computer because i have to do a project. i might not be on again for quite a while. so it goes without saying that my cell phone is gone too.
i really dont know what's going to happen but it feels like everything is coming to a climax and i don't know what will happen when i get there. it feels like im standing on the railroad tracks watching the train that is going to kill me. it used to be a long way off but it gets closer and closer with every passing moment.
i apologize to the people i dont see every day for not talking to you for the past week or so because of my lack of a phone and computer. i also apologize in advance because it will probably be a long time till things are back to normal. i just wanted you to know that im not ignoring you.
especially lindsey, because you don't need any more reasons to hate me. you have enough of them already.
im on the computer because i have to do a project. i might not be on again for quite a while. so it goes without saying that my cell phone is gone too.
i really dont know what's going to happen but it feels like everything is coming to a climax and i don't know what will happen when i get there. it feels like im standing on the railroad tracks watching the train that is going to kill me. it used to be a long way off but it gets closer and closer with every passing moment.
i apologize to the people i dont see every day for not talking to you for the past week or so because of my lack of a phone and computer. i also apologize in advance because it will probably be a long time till things are back to normal. i just wanted you to know that im not ignoring you.
especially lindsey, because you don't need any more reasons to hate me. you have enough of them already.