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Today was day #2 for me. I feel like it's hell all over again. I didn't go to school until my 5th and 6th hour. I went to the doctors before that and they told my mom I have the stomach flu, but get this... I suffer from anxiety. I don't see how this could be true. Maybe all the times I've dramatized this is what it really was. It's never felt this bad but now I feel like total shit ass. I just hope I can get thru this school year normally. Everyday I feel like I have to throw up or I'm going to fall over becuz I'm so dizzy. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but I better change fast. If I don't I kinda hope I die naturally becuz suicide will never be an option. I just don't care about anything, I eat very little and I love food. I'm scared of everything and the world. I don't know what happends, but if I'm not better soon, please someone just end it for me.