Oct 25, 2005 19:45
This weekend was a spectale and I loved it.
Monday: Our one month, took pictures with tina, I think I left my camera at her house. I left tinas at 3:00 and went to go see luis, I met him at western ave. I ran and such in the rain so not to be late, I saw him oh It was water in the desert. Perscella was there, and we walked to her to the bus she left, and we walked to luis's into his bedroom, oh I missed his bed and laying there, silently. We talked, I got deep in thought, forever, we're going to be together forever. That's how I want it, that's what he said he wants, I've never been able to tell anyone things like this to their face, correction I've never told anyone this, and meant it. We felt the flame of time grow dimmer, I pushed the train I would futher and futher, I've never been so happy, I've never smiled so much, been so glad to have someone there. I can't get it into my head that I have luis, luis is mine, he's so perfect and he's mine. I didnt go home that night, I decided I would take the 5:20 train in the morning and run home and to school, that didn't work. EAGEL EYE, PREGENET CRAVINGS, PRETTY WORDS, LAUGHTER, SMILE, AND akjdfl, monday was so amazing, I've never been so happy. It was 8 in the morning and luis had school, his mom let him stay home and I was going to go but I wanted to see him more, so i stayed until 2:30 when the police called looking for me, because I was missing and a runaway. I know that things with luis will be fine, I can jsut feel it. We stand as one, when he is sad I am drowning in pain and when he is happy I burst of joy, he is all I know, I spoke to him about jessica, I realized just how amazing luis really is. Realized how stuck I was sunday night, when I spend the night in shambles, because I was stupid. I know things wont end here with him I dont think they'll ever end. My fahter is trying to understand me, he knows about luis, I'm thankful about that. My heart is carries so much joy it jsut pours from me, because I know have luis and LKJ;ASDFL what a thought. I never would've thought love was real, to think I thought I was in love, well I never thought it, I just said it, hoping to make it real if i said it enough but now I am and I'll always be.
i didnt get in trouble for runnign away
i loved it, school is gonig to be hell.