im the happiest saddest nugget!

Aug 30, 2005 16:56

aww today..i was said to be qualified in a drug program.. in aep that will cover fall the charges that i had to pay in court.. im real happy. :) all you got to do is sit in a room for three hours and talk about problems : drugs,depression and feelings.. its awesome! i have chris in that place "NEW BEGININGS" . lol. anywayz um today everything is finally for sure... im graduating but instead i have to stay for more than the first semester... im okay with it.. i guess..theres nothing i can do about it. so yeah meanwhile my grades will be like in the 100's LIKE WOAH! because there is a difference between aep and high school.. in high school you are taught what you do and its harder..in aep you do your work as an individual and your scores are off the chart and arent failing at alll!!! .. super high grades i have right now.. they tell me to keep doing more and more work that i dont need to do.. and its great..in one subject i have a (104)...so if i keep doing my work... it'll get higher..and the better it'll look on my college applicants. :D im so excited.
a ged diploma would never get me there... but gosh its like aep was an advantage after all!!!.. im getting awesome grades! and im graduating baby!!!!
the part where it gets me sad is that..im not gonna be with julie through her senior year..:( im prolly not gonna see her in school either.
aep is gonna pull some strings in order for me to be there longer for my advantage.
im sad though cuz victor is leaving...:'( HAH! he's so funny..he's always saying my name for no apparent reason and i just smile... i guess he's real happy cuz im the only pretty girl there..=/.. aww today he said "hey erica you better come to school on wednesday because i gotta say goodbye. okay?" and i said "ofcourse!! :D".. then he said " MAN! im gonna stay here!, i dont wanna leave now.. i dont know why" and he looked at me like real sad like he was going to miss someone. lol. i wonder who? hahahha i know its me.. cuz Dana told me.. she was like holding a folder over her mouth and said "he likes you, he told me, he thinks your hot"..... and i was like laughing cuz like we dont get to wear make up..and someone thinks im "hot?"..hahahha that is the nicest in the world. victor said he's gonna try and get into trouble so that he can come back :D..i hope!! he's my only guy friend in aep besides chris.. and dana too...:'(
victor gets out tomorrow. dana gets out friday.
awwww they're so funny...they always wanna be right next to me...its real funny.
:'(
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