I DONT DO ANYTHING WRONG ANYMORE..AND NOW I SUFFER CONSEQUENCES???????
im on the verge of a runaway. im sick and tired of being told what to fuckin do.. my dad..is pissing the fuck out of me.. he is the ONLY one that i can say id die for.. and yet.. he treats me as if im a criminal. ew! that was fuckin last year when i smoked fuckin pot..fuckin last year!!! GOD! i will NEVER do it again. i dont do anything bad.. i dont.. i mean all i do..is do nothing. i dont do drugs nor drink.. my only one true friend is julie and we hang out and do nothing wrong .. .I hate not going to school. i've never wanted to go to school so bad in my life. >=/
ew. im just really sick of everyone saying to just get aep out of the way. well if aep wants me so bad..it'll have to come get me.. and if my parents want me to go so bad..they cant force me cuz i wont be here. i just give up! i plain and simply give the fuck up! eww i feel as if for sure imma die of a heart attack, anxiety attack and a panick attack, i hate it!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD! IF ANYONE JUST KNEW HOW I FEEL, THEY'DE UNDERSTAND.. BUT NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME ...NOBODY FUCKIN EVER DOES!!! i seriously need God to make a maricle happen tonight... or i'll just...
nothing in the world, not even love
ew. im just really sick of everyone saying to just get aep out of the way. well if aep wants me so bad..it'll have to come get me.. and if my parents want me to go so bad..they cant force me cuz i wont be here. i just give up! i plain and simply give the fuck up! eww i feel as if for sure imma die of a heart attack, anxiety attack and a panick attack, i hate it!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD! IF ANYONE JUST KNEW HOW I FEEL, THEY'DE UNDERSTAND.. BUT NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME ...NOBODY FUCKIN EVER DOES!!! i seriously need God to make a maricle happen tonight... or i'll just...
nothing in the world, not even love